i'm only doing this now cos there's a system update in runescape. its chinese new year and i'm playing rs now cos i was suffering from runescape withdrawal symtoms at visitations. i totally hate two of my cousins. the're babarians. always selfish and irritating. anyway, i'm kinda not in the chinese new year spirit now. i'm haunted by the school teacher's reminders for us to study during the chines new year. hrmph. but i haven't studied one bit. oh well. runescape is always more fun. i wish there was a subject called computer games. totally not computer studies. going back to rs now. wonder what new stuff they have. chinese new yr goodies> i hope. angpows with gp in them. funny.

bleah. i'm really pissed about a lot of things. no one. i'm still harbouring over my sorry runescape death. no. two, we lost talentime. again. by a small inch. i mean like, we got four awards, ruffles got three. CAN'T THEY COUNT??? no. 3. i got my FIRST EVER BOOKING YESTERDAY. which sucked. and it was for undergarments. what a stupid thing a nerd gets booked for. no. 4. i was having an 'off' day today and got called on by the chem and AMATH teacher and had to resort to underhanded ways to answer the question. no 5., i'm having problems with my emath problems. no. 6. ms soh informed us that song will not be an item for cny celebration, which sucked. i wanted an excuse to get out of class. boo hoo. now can you understand my sorrow??? i shall go to runescape to drench my tears now. boo hoo.

as usual, i'm doingthis secretely, after i played runescape. haha i seem to be putting computer games before my reality. lol. anyway, today was a dreadful day. even lit, which i thought would be interesting, sucked. first we had sooo much homework. i was practically dying in homework during rap. and manda confused me. which made it worse. and in lit, we were blamed for an alarm clock sounding sound which sounded in the midst of our lit lecture. which was so weird. i think we would have been blamed if there was a cock crow. anyway, that wasn't the worst. when i was just getting ready to leave school when a thunderstorm poured down. i was totally drenched. like shit. oh and the bloody bus was flooded. my shoes were squeaking and i was so embarrassed. and on the bus this lady scolded me for getting the chair wet. sigh... what a horrid day...

its been raining lots these days so my feelings are rather dampened. but today's hari raya and its a holiday, so i think i feel quite happy. lols. anyway, yesterday mrs lim told us abt the lit uk trip. the more i see the pictures, the more i feel so disappointed that i cant' go. hey, is 3.8k okay. if only i could pay in runescape money. lol. amanday's like totally whooped cos their going to old trafford. for all you loonys out there, its the man u's playfield. okay. my mom's angry now so i feel scared. i'm secretly going com lah. so bad right

okay, its been one week at school and i'm still surviving!!! lol. anyway, i read today's newspapers about the foam spray thing. i thing its absolutely unnecessary to ban it. i mean, that was how chewing/bubble gum became delicacys. haha. i wouldn't like to see people smuggling foam sprays into singapore and getting caught bcos of that. back to schooldays, i got lots to say about each subject i'm taking. i'm kinda confused right now, cos i dont know if i've made the right decision with full lit and biochem. i mean like, i've ended up in the second last class. so freaking maddening. i'll start talking about english. english is okay, the tcher's okay too. its just that i've no longer have the confidence i have had abt english. i used to love english and writing and stuff, but i no longer think i'm THAT good anymore, there are so many people better than me!!! oh well. i just gotta try hard.. this year's gonna teach me a lot about being humble. i know i'm very auntie talking about all these weird stuff. and i still can't kick my runescape habit. lol...

its a whole new year. it seems like 2005 has passed pretty fast. dang. i think iwasted the whole year, actually. anyway, tmr's skultime and this will probably be my last post in a very long time. its my firstday as peer sleader tmr, so i'm rather excited. i have to wear the new pe tmr, i think illl look weird. somewhere between a goblin and a fat santa claus. i wonder how much weight i've put on this year. must be a lot, since i'm quite a glutton. boo hoo. there goes my figure. lol. okay so its byebye 2005 and hello 2006! i kinda have this feeling that i won't be able to wake up tomorrow. hint: hilary duff wake up. lol. my mind is still full of music and tv etc hint: project runway final tonite... i guess it'll be quite a mouthful settling in!!! i'm not looking forward to it. whol is/ anyway