i don't know why i'm so stupid. i think its all in the genes. i just feel that i'm being stupider each day. maybe its because of this laptop? okay i shall stop thinking sick... i sorta heard of laptops killing cells. oh no! that reminds me of bio test next tuesday! i think my life is full of tests. today i had history ( which i'm not sure whether i'll pass, cos ms tan's marking technique is weird, i think its base d on her mood when she's marking the paper) and red cross promos. red cross promos arent that bad at all. i hardly studied. but then again, no one did. no one ever does, except maybe our enthu juniors who seem to have so much time on their hands to actually memorize the first aid manual. i'm also not looking forward to sports day on monday. got class shirt today and its quite nice, though must rmb not to wear it with white shorts or will look like singapore flag. ohkay i gtg watch survivor, and lost 2 which i taped yesterday!

today was a bad day. it was so bad i never want a day like this again. its official. i hate math. esp amath. especially tests. especially TODAY'S test. i failed amath. not that its written in black and white. but i know i failed it. and i don't wanna talk about it. and we changed places in class today. i think that affected my test. not that my partner's not nice. its just weird sitting next to an arsenal fan. anyway, another thing that i really hated today was red cross. i mean like, i actually went for a meeting. unofficial too. and some people get so worked up sitting and doing nothing. while we're actually working. and we have like 3/4 tests this week. plus promos on friday. i tell you, i hate being scolded by others. oh well. i'm so sick and tired today. ah at least i downloaded lots of songs today. i just watched a walk to remember ( i know, its a blodddy old show) and i love the songs (esp those by SWITCHFOOT) and i'm downloading everything now. sigh. emath test tomorrow and after today's test i feel no confidence in everything. i'm doomed for life. i'm a LOSER.

i know i promised more dumb games. here they are. click HERE for a pretty boring game which involves a revolver and turkeys. and chicken meat. which is the worst combination and which equals poaching. this is the ultimate joke. actually after you look at it, its not even funny. its just gay. click HERE

wahaha. i finally changed my blog layout. i didnt bother saving the last one. actually, i forgot. neway, in case you're wondering, the weird quote at the front is from SWITCHFOOT! they're like, my latest craze now. my blog's called HUANTING. I ENVY. catchy eh. i guess its bcause i keep envying people. yeah. i so suck at everything . i saw the commonwealth closing ceromony. i know, its like, the most boring thing ever and you'd only watch it if you're darn bored. but anyway, fyi, the next commonwealth games is in india! i know, somehow melbourne has a nicer, ring to it. i'm not being sarcastic. great. i still don't know how to do math questions. and this time, its emath. goodness! i'm hopeless i tell you. tmr's class spirit competition or sth like that. i really hope my class will do well. even though i dint really do anything to help. cos i'm totally not creative and i'm absolutely talentless. so i'm the biggest snot you'll ever meet. i'm so disappointed in myself. shall perk myself up by looking for more stupid games.

ah. i promised more stupid games. here's one of them. click HERE for an ultra stupid game. if it is even a game. its just too stupid for words. anyway, i hate math. i hate both emath and amath. i was doing math the whole day and i just GAVE UP which is why i'm here slacking. and playing stupid games. i just can't get anything right. and i'm real pissed next week there are 3 tests. and 2 of them are math. hey, that means 2/3 are math tests! okay i'm getting stupid doing math. tmrs sunday and i don't want sunday to come! cos that means the weekends will be coming to an end and i'll have to go for frigging school. i got NEW SCHOOL SHOES! okay that isn't exactly something to be excited about, since the shoes are a bit big and i'm going to look like bigfoot in them.

today was the suckiest red cross meeting ever. i'm so mad i don't want to elaborate.

i'm such a loser. chem test tomorrow and i'm still slacking on the net. anyway, i was really bored and i found this site with this really fun thing to do. FUN THING TO DO. its for losers like me who got nothing better to do. click HERE if you're bloddy bored. i got lots of links to dumb sites with dumb jokes and games. i guess i'm just dumb. anyway, kevin just got voted out. and i'm darn happy. so nerdy. just like estelle. oh yeah wait, i'm supposed to talk about amandalee cos she wants to be famous and have her name on people's blogs. okay i shall type her name. AMANDA LEE. you happy now??? ooh carine just did my stupid game and she actually finished it! and it restarts at the end. oh well. stupid ending for a stupid game.

so fair and foul a day i have not seen! okay i shall stop my terrible quoting. i think i'm starting to think shakespeareishingly. if there is such a word. during dinner i was so pissed with my brother i said 'what bloody man is that!' oh whatever. i so suck at lit and everything. but what i said is really true. i'm really mad today cos i dint know how to do a single qn of amath. and my amath sucks. oh but i'm really happy cos i finally FINALLY bought switchfoot's nothing is sound. i just listened to it and it rocks my socks! okay i'm being lame but switchfoot really rocks. i just loaded it all into my ipod. i shall listen till i go switchnuts! oh wth am i talking about. anyway, i just watched american idol. heck, i watch every episode. and CHRIS ROCKS MY SHOES! more than my socks. i wish one they he'd sing switchfoot. i'm like, the reality tv queen. i watch all reality shows. well on to reality talk, today is anabel's bdae and tomorrow is audrie's bday! i think i shoud make a small little section in my blog dedicated to birthdays. i'm such a nice person! though i felt super extra when i ate anabel's soft and chocolaty birthday cake today. it was too nice. and i love food.

i'm going to die for my tests. and i'm not exaggerating. my amath sucks. i dont see the point in learning amath. especially logarithms. its not as if i'm gonna be a mathematician when i grow up. i'm gonna be so dead. today the italy people came back. it didn't seem as if they had been gone for a week.,, anyway, today was another really long day so i'm not thinking straight. went with sheryl and amanda and estelle to salvation army to slack. and accumulate cip points at the same time. anyway, thats not the point. i came home and looked at my amath homework, andi dint even know how to do a single question@!!! not that i tried hard.. i'm really sick and tired now. dun wanna go school tmr.

okay. this is my last post before i go back to school again... its not as if i've been away from school this whole week... but anyway, i really dont wanna have lessons. tomorrow looks like a very boring day- amath, emath, the usual boring stuff. i'll rather be at home working at my ipod. hrmph. why why why do i have to learn chinese???!!! my chinese sucks like hell, and i'm sure gonna fail this test which laushi is gonna return tomorrow!!! ahhh.. i hate chinese for life!! i think i've been rather desperate to download songs,,, i've even downloaded the entire josie and the pussycats sountrack! i can't believe how lame i am. so despo. i really envy joey and yaoqi and all those freaking people who are in italy enjoying themselves now. while i'm here mugging and freaking out for chinese test. i hope joeys brings back sth for me... a hat or a feather or sth. i feel so deprived. oh well.

okay. i'm back from red cross camp. i know, it seems like i've only been gone for a few minutes. nothing like obs. obs was so much more fun anyway. my knees and my palms hurt from the pushups. oh and i was IC NO. 2. i thought i was a very good ic. i thought grace was a good ic, liqin, munching was quite good too. lichun too. but..... my group was called HOTEL! and of all people my group ic was estelle. estelle=lame cheer=loser. so we had a very lame cheer. but the cheer won us BEST CHEER. partly bcos we were the only grp with a cheer. at least we won something i guess. i think the FUNNEST part of the camp were the bus rides. cos they were long and comfy. oh and we had a 'BUDDY' again. it was an egg. last yr i called my buddy 'dick'. yesterday's one was 'dicky' and todays buddy was 'moby dick'. their names shall like here forever! RIP. dicky is still in 1pe i think. cos they dint unlock the door for us to go in. AHH SO EMBARASSING!!! i hope i dont get scolded for leaving dicky on the classroom whiteboard. at least it wasn't as bad as the asshole who broke her egg in 1gr and left it there to ROT. oh well. AHHH i just checked limewire for robert post and they ACTUALLY HAVE IT!!! i love limewire again!!!

everyone who knows me know i'm a real couch potato. and that i watch ALL i mean ALL reality shows... today's post is the last one i'll make before i go for rc camp(mother fucker. i hate red cross camps) so i'll talk about sth i love- reality shows. i just watched american idol, and i so support CHRIS. i've supported chris ever since his audition. REALLY!! i just love bald men( est and anabel know that)... men, i mean, not boys. i hate bald boys. i hate kevin. what a childish freak. and i dont know why anabel loves ace. i think he's weird. cos of his hair and his pink cheeks. looks like a girl.
anyway, today was amazing race too... and i love BJ AND TYLER!!! tyler's cute. very cute. bj;s hairy and disgusting. but quite cute sometimes too. i think i'm weird. i have a thing for bald guys- and hairy guys. ew! i can't believe it myself.

i'm getting REAL fed up with technology and electronics. i know, without technology i'm a dead man(woman) but its just been giving me lots of problems. even my ipod. my songs sound scratchy whenever i listen to them. and its just ONE DAY OLD!oh well. today was another busy day. went for tuition at 9 went for salvation army at 12plus with amanda (we ate roti prata at this ulu shop. it was quite nice) and went for music at 3plus. i'm getting a headache now with limewire. cos i'm downloading lots of songs but its taking AGES to download. and this site took 5mins to load too. okay maybe i'm expecting too much. i dunno. anyway, i honestly think this one week 'break' is totally worthless. i'd rather not have it. doesnt feel like a dang break at all cos i'm practically 'working' everyday. and i still havent finished my homework - english compo, freak chinese compo. whatever. i hate it. i wanna die!!! oh wait. maybe i don't wanna die, cos i just loaded the walk to remember soundtrack and it sounds so nice and sad... ahhh. oh well i'm just being ultra lame.:)

ahh. the march hols have started... but it doesn't feel like holiday at all. got to go out EVERY SINGLE DAY. like i went for red cross standardization meetingtoday. which was ultra boring. at least, at least i got AN IPOD. it has been my DREAM to get an IPOD and now i have one!!! haha anyway, i'm trying to download limewire for my ipod now but its not working. darn. oh well. just played rs abit and saw kingpillow.

whee. its 7march and yesterday was my birthday! actually, it didn't feel like a birthday at all... i was just too tired to move the whole day. but it was a preety fun day lah, saw lots of red colour when i reached school. all the tan lines. okay i'm being really mean. my birthday felt really weird, like it was a normal day. except for the PRESENTS! okay i shall stop boasting now. today was a HORRIBLE HORRIFIC HORRIFYING day. because i got back my COMMONWEALTH ESSAY (hey, it rhymes!) okay. i'm not egoistic or anything, but i honestly felt i could have gotten just a teensy little bit higher. but on second thought, when i looked through my essay with an OPEN MIND, i think ms soh actualy makes some sense. sigh. going to get back bio tomorrow. honestly yeah. my science sucks( omg aliteration!) wth. literary devices are floating in my head now. on a lighter note, i just read BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN. courtesy of CAMILLA. its the sickest book i've read. every ten mins, they are having SEX. i find that absolutely weird. how would guys know how to DO IT with each other??? oh and in one part of the bk they described 'semen all over the place'. i found that totally disgusting. okay i thikn i'm being real sick. the next thing you know i'll be making a list of people with the name dick. (dick lee, dick cheney.....//)))

its been a week since i last blogged. i've been contemplating very very long on what to blog.. there's just so many things to talk about! firstly, i wanna remind everybody that monday's my birthday! okay that is so egoistic. anyway, i just came back from obs and it was well, a different experience. lots of things happened. both good and bad. and i found out a lot about people too. even my close friends. i was in HILLARY. i was really pissed with the name cos its like, HILARY DUFF, and i;m so over her. like SO OVER. but the group members were okay lar. had 3 red crossers me yaoqi and elizabeth. i realised a lot about them too... that yaoqi is really vain and that elizabeth is a bad sleeper. i pity her husband next time lar. okay i shall not be so bad i'm so bad it scares me. oh i cant think of anything to write now. so i shall continue to type tomorrow. this is PART ONE of my obs journal. anyway, i went for stupid red cross footdrill competition today as a DUMB SUPPORTER. cant say i enjoyed it. oh well. i like estelle's KAYAK TAN.