gosh. my head is throbbing badly and i've got a flu in my throat but that's not the reason i'm missing school most of this week. there's no one on msn cept my overseas friends, and their too busy to talk to me so i'm just feeling lonely and BLAH this morning. came back at like 1am this morning from the funeral which sucked. and i spent the day eating peanuts guess i'm becoming fat. i think i've forgotten the real reason why i've got to help out at the funeral. today's gonna be the same thing again, waiting, watching , listening, obeying ,serving.....so mundane. i wonder how's everyone in school....