today was.... complicated. haha. its the only word i can use to describe it. actually, it was a very hectic day, mostly becos of redcross cos we had honours day. i got a 30dollars voucher! wheehee. i can go borders to buy magazines and books for the holiday!!! yay me! oh the ceromony was really boring. then after the ceromony we were supposed to go for refreshments but discipline mistress wanted to scold the juniors lah. i was pissed cos my stomach was grumbling and i'd rather eat the refreshments. haha. and there was lots of irony. cos what suelin ma'am said last time actually came true. the juniors did to us what we did to them. hmm. thats' very messy. zhong zi, there was irony. oh btw, we finished macbeth today!!! yay me! haha. i felt so happy when macbeth ended. like i've come full circle and i've finally finished the race. okay whatever. i like lit. haha. hmm. back to the redcross saga. oh one of our juniors cried. which is really sad cos i didn't know liqin's words were so powerful. actually amanda also added some lah. extra-. darn. i don't wanna talk about redcross anymore. its so depressing. wait. there's something more depressing. next week's supposed to be our one week sep holiday but i've to come back on monday, tuesday and friday!! and i've homework for EVERY SUBJECT!!!!ahhhrghhh.

tomorrow's teachers' day and aces day. two in one! haha. we're wearing garbage bags for aces day. how original. i can't wait! dg will win!! okay that was so extra. i've got to prepare presents for the teachers now. haha i'm so guai. so suck up. haha. i bought prezzies for 4 teachers!! haha. i bet some people didn't even buy one lah. whatever.

i envy my mom. she quit work and she's just whiling her time away at home while i'm in school. arghhhh. and she sits and watches korean dramas all day long. ahhhh. the life of an adult. speaking of which. there is this work attatchment thing which i want to sign up for. i really really want to go to a law firm!!!! ahhh i hope i can get in. i'm going to try really hard. ahh i'm playing habbo hotel with estelle now. her name's elletse. haha that's so funny. mine's antiadeiu. so cool right. okay i'm going to play now. ahha

today was one of the most horrible days of my life. seriously. i'm like sick lah. and my nose is sooo blocked i'm resisting the urge to just force everything out. AHHH. and there was chem test today which was okay. but the english oral sucked. got this picture about st marks girls and the conversation was about friends. so boring. AHHH CHOOO!! i just sneezed. hahah. oh and the ticket seling was horrible cos i was like having a flu the whole time and all the passerbys were just ignoring me. ack. those rich pple all didn't donate. then what's the point of being rich lah. but there are some really kind people. like the housewifes who were at orchard today. very kind. lots of them donated. yep. ahhh. i'm going to join habbo hotel now. was just asking estelle for instructions. whee. i hope i don't get addicted. darn there's lots of homework for the weekend. even got homework for the holidays alr lah. what's the teachers' problems. i'm gonna DIIEEEE

haha. i'm at home now! whee! the exam was horrible, as usual. i sang my own melody for aural and the examiner (mr nettle! haha) looked at me like i was crazy. but i don't care anymore. sighh. ahha i'm watching the suite life baby episode now and its like really funny. maddie just 'divorced' london. london loves to say 'yay me!' haha. its really funny. okay i'm like multitasking now. there's chinese test tmr and i haven't studied, and i didn't go to school which means i have lots of homework! ahhhh. okay. oh yeah, i just bought american dreamz. i saw it at laserflair and i couldn't resist. its suposed to be at the cinemas next month. but i don't care. hmm. this is weird. some people from school are online. PONER PONER PONERS!!

oh no oh no i'm so nervous right now. tomorrow's my music exam! ahh. i'm nervous cos i just heard estelle play and she's actually quite good! ahhh i'm gonna die. but i'm not going to school tomorrow so i can spend the day studying for chinese!! whaha. so hardworking. anyway, school was really boring today as usual. i was like writing letters throughout the lessons. oh and there was the prefect election revealing thing. none of it was a surprise though. except a few people. it was just another boring day in school life. sighhh. haah i just watched that's so raven. raven is funny. and fat. lol.

today was fun. if i can say so myself. i'm not being biased okay. well, i planned it... but it was fun. right?right? haha. everything was fun except rachel spraining her leg (lichun said she was going 'ohmygawd omygawd' then she fell down) sighhh. and the punishments. hm. it was only 4 mins of leg raises lah, but i couldn't keep my leg straight. well. i always can't. its like a fact i can't do leg raises. ack. oh climbing the hill was so fun. i think i mentioned that already. we climbed in like record time, supposed to reach summit at 4.30 but we reached at 3.30. woots. mostly because estelle was walking to fast. and our juniors were quite fit.. i thought they were really weak so i planned lots of time for walking. but maybe i underestimated them.oh and i think i put on alot of weight today, because we ate lots of junk food on thesummit. i brought TWIGGIES. ilove twiggies. actually, i love chocolate. and trifena brought pringles which rocked. it was like a mini party and i think we put on the weight we lost when we were climbing the hill. wahaha. oh and we played angel and ward. i got a sec 3. heh heh. but i'm not telling. then estelle had this wacky game we played and my row won! even though there was no reward but who cares. yitseng kept complaining about my sweaty palms. they weren't sweaty okay. it was just hot. and wet. hmm. haha. oh after we were dismissed anabel and i went to piper's pies. piping hot pies baked from the original aussie recipe! haha. i ate a beef pie and we saw the owner who was aussie. and anabel kept envying his accent. i hate singlish. its not even a language and i speak it so well!!! arghhh. oh i am going to youtube now to check out videos. woots. there's even one of hannah montana which is gonna be on tv this sunday! can't wait! woohoo.

argh. i just watched singapore idol. and i don't watch it much i just turned to the channel in time to see mathilda being voted out. i don't really care, but what irks me is that joaqim and jasmine are still in it. nevermind. singaporeans are just superficial. or plain stingy. like me. i dont want to vote. i never do.haha. stingy singaporean. ALLITERATION! okay that was off. whee. i don't have physics test tomorrow which rocks because i saw anabel and everyone studying for it. but i'll be crying next week cos there's like chinese (urghhh) and chem and english oral. speaking of english oral. today we had a double period english and we did oral. and ms seow said my oral wasn't very good. well. the pot calling the kettle black. i shall not elaborate.

anyway, i'm so into red cross now. everyday there's like something i need to do for red cross. tomorrow we are going to bukit timah hill to hike! so exciting. heh heh. maybe because i'm planning it. hmm.but actually i myself think its very boring lah. except that (secret) we're going to play angel and ward at the summit! okay its not really a secret now, is it. i better go pack my bag. argh. i can't find a backpack. there's so much stuff to do!!!!

argh. i just watched singapore idol. and i don't watch it much i just turned to the channel in time to see mathilda being voted out. i don't really care, but what irks me is that joaqim and jasmine are still in it. nevermind. singaporeans are just superficial. or plain stingy. like me. i dont want to vote. i never do.haha. stingy singaporean. ALLITERATION! okay that was off. whee. i don't have physics test tomorrow which rocks because i saw anabel and everyone studying for it. but i'll be crying next week cos there's like chinese (urghhh) and chem and english oral. speaking of english oral. today we had a double period english and we did oral. and ms seow said my oral wasn't very good. well. the pot calling the kettle black. i shall not elaborate.

anyway, i'm so into red cross now. everyday there's like something i need to do for red cross. tomorrow we are going to bukit timah hill to hike! so exciting. heh heh. maybe because i'm planning it. hmm.but actually i myself think its very boring lah. except that (secret) we're going to play angel and ward at the summit! okay its not really a secret now, is it. i better go pack my bag. argh. i can't find a backpack. there's so much stuff to do!!!!

i don't know why i am such a loser. my loser streak started this morning, when i got back my english compo. ms seow said she marked it 'leniently', but never in my life had i gotten 14/20 for a compo. and i wrote it about a choirboy in a church. okay that sounds stupid. but i guess ms seow doesn't appreciate these intellecutual things. sighhhh. then i had chinese, and guess what, i failed again. at least i got the same marks i got for the last test, 29.5/80. a bit far fetched, dont you think. oh and lit was a breather, because instead of ms seow or ms lee it was ms see. who is much better equipped at teaching lit than the latter two. so i had a fun time in lit, even though i was still thinking of the good old days when mrs lim still existed and lit was sooo enjoyable. ahh. reminisce.

okay. this is the most horrible part of the day. why why why did i sign up for inline skating??? why???? WHYYYYY!! i knew it wasn't going to be very good when yaoqi ridiculed me for joining it and laughed at me at not being able to skate. my ego was flat, okay. then i went for the lesson and i didn't know how to put on all the padding. PADDING. so i had to keep getting sylvia's help... i felt like a loser. wait, i am a loser.

this is the absolute worst. i was soing pretty well on the skates, at least i could walk, unlike ice skating the last time where i fell like, a dozen times. i didn't fall at all... until the last minute when yi rui and yvonne appeared. they were saying that i couldn't skate lah, so i felt pissed and was too busy feeling pissed i forgot about the skates on my feet. so..... I FELL. duh. i was expecting that the whole day. on my butt some more. and my butt's still really painful. tomorrow i'm gonan have a hard time sitting.dang... oh and kim came to try and help me up, but she sort of fell too. and what's so embarrassng wasthat mrs lee was there, and later she told me something like ' hey huanting, just now you fell down, then kim was the echo right?' i was like really embarrassed okay. lets see all of them try it. ahhhh. my ego is flattened!!

yesterday was so tiring. actually, its all because of me. i was supposed to meet joey at taka at 5.30, but i remembered that raffles city had this new revamped basement with so many nice food like piper's pies, so i told joey to go to 'RAFFLES PLACE'. how was i supposed to know they weren't the same thing!!!!??? yeah so joey dropped off at the esplanade and had to walk a looooong distance to marina square. because raffles city was really far away, like 10 minutes. haha. then marina square was so crowded, because they were having this tamiya car race thing. the cars were so small, everyone had to crowd around to see them. aren't tamiya cars like, so last century!! lol. well then we couldn't find a place to eat, cos spagedis and sakae were like crowded, and it was already 6:45!! so we just sat down at secret recipe and i ordered lagsane. which was so good. yeah so we cabbed to expo and reached there at like 7:29. yay! we were on time!!

the planet shakers were pretty good, i was jumping around like a madwoman, and got a stomachache cos i had just eaten. yeah... but delirious is so much better. i think its because ps is like hillsongs, they don't have a lead singer, they have a few... and they keep changing members. yep. but anyway it rocked. i saw a few people from church, some guys and some sec2 girls. but i didn't say hi. i'm not the friendly type, you know. haha. oh well. preparing to go for ANOTHER service later. then i'm going to play badminton with my dad's cell! coolies! haha.

yaghh... i hate staying in the west. I REALLY DO. tomorrow i'm going to take the longest journey i've taken in a while. i'm going from cck to EXPO. for the planet shaker's concert. i'm dreading the long journey, but i'll do anything to see the planet shakers cos i missed them last year. THANKS A LOT YAOQI!

oh today in school it was quite interesting. bio was fun cos mr teh was telling us how we have to go buy a SHEEP HEART( i'm not kidding) from tekka market. arghh. but it sounds kinda fun, disecting. really. oh and we watched an 'exciting' video in school today. some 19th century clip about teenagers and dating. it was like a comedy,actually, because everyone was laughing the whole way. me and mandy were like going to cry because it was so funny. at the end of the show mrs yogee asked us what we learnt. apparently, we were supposed to learn that 'we must get to know a person before you date him/her.' hmm..

sigh. i'm really bored now. i don't know why. must have been because today's a friday, we got let off at 1250, and red cross was cancelled. i've never been home early before! so when i got home i did my homework and stared into outerspace, and daydreamed... looking at 'the view of the afternoon(artic monkeys)'. i'm currently uploading stellar sayonara on putfile.com. its taking like, FOR EVER.

oh i feel like talking about music today. i MUST talk about jesse mccartney. did you hear his latest single, 'right where you want me'? you better. its so... weird. its like he broke his voice a second time. its so LOWWW. and he's starting to learn how to sing falsetto. which is totally not cool. his whole song is so 'act cool', like that guy who sang 'singapur entru' on national day parade. his voice just spoils the whole song, which otherwise has a nice melody. i think. you'd better go listen for yourselves.

I don't mean to cause mass hysteria
it's on its way and its probably gonna bury you
and theres nothing much that you can do
there's nothing good left to immitate
nobody is left now to mediate
and everybody has still got something to prove
i can't even tell whats right from wrong
will someone please tell me what's going on

cause we need more than a revolution
something deeper than a false solution
to replace what's going wrong
so don't look alarmed when everyone's choking
suffocated on what they're hoping in
lets move this along

don't ask for me to participate
i'm just the wrong kind of candidate
it's pure hypocrisy that makes me, me
God show me past all this ignorance
i can't pretend to be innocent
it takes much more than words to make a stand

its 6:30 now and 12 hours later i'll be getting ready to go to school. the long holidays are over!! sighh.. not that i did anything worthwhile. i just moped about at home and went shopping for a while today. it was an ultra boring time. oh and i also watched the national day parade yesterday. i don't really understand what's the big deal about the ndp being held FOR THE LAST TIME at the national stadium. i'm not that old. i don't understand. oh and the president's 82 years old. i didn't realise he was that old. ahhh. i feel very young. haha. oh and i bet there'll be a big hoo ha over next years parade because its being held FOR THE FIRST TIME at marina. i think its going to be cool, a parade being held on a floating platform. oh and another thing i don't understand about the parades are the FIREWORKS. what's the big deal man. to me they're like mine bomb blasts that are really noisy. and if you're there at the stadium it'll be very painful cos all the sparks are all flying at you, and you'll be like covering your ears and holding your umbrella up high to block the sparks( some people were doing that yesterday). i know. i've been there. lol. but the ndp looked quite fun lah. esp the vincent ng parts. wonder if tessa was performing. i'll go ask her... ahhhh. tomorrow's school time so i better make good use of my remaining hours. gosh it sounds like i'm dying.. oh one last thing about the ndp, did gurmit singh teleport from the stadium to singapore idol? i was like really shocked when he appeared on sgidol cos i thought he was still at the parade with all the hosts singing songs. haha. that was really funny. i even bet with my brother if he would appear. lol:)

i'm doing amath now. and blogging too. i think everyone knows i cannot concentrate on just one thing while on the net. this is the 2nd time i've blogged today. maybe its because i'm too free. and i've got nothing to do. oh and if you're like me and you've got nothing to do, remember to check out eleventyseven's site. i think its http://eleventysevenrock.com.. can't remember. oh and their video is nice too. myspace did you know eleventyseven's a christian rock band?? haha. that's why i like them so much. their like switchfoot. except maybe switchfoot is a bit better. lol. i'm listening to their song 'more than a revolution' now. o gosh. its really nice. its like the no. 1 christian rock song in america!!! i think i'm going to ask my dad if i can order their cd online. when i get crazy over something, i get REALLY crazy. eg click five. but i'm kinda over them now. haha. ELEVENTYSEVEN! woots.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! haha. its a holiday today and i'm feeling extremely, extremely bored. there's nothing nice on tv today. i feel a sense of national pride today. haha. just kidding. was just singing kaira gong's my home song and my brother remarked i sounded horrible. well. what an insult. he thinks he sings very well. but soon his voice will break and i'll be the one laughing. i feel wacky today. and i dont want to do homework. ms seow gave us this el compre to do... actually she already gave us the answers, but because i didn't pay attention during lessons i can't remember them. darn/

THIS IS A RED CROSS POST. i really hate blogging about red cross. but i've got the urge to blog today. firstly because its like the eve of national day(happy national day in advance!!) and the first official meeting where we're ncos. before i talk about the meeting i really have to say something about the state of the red cross room. its RUBBISH. i tell you RUBBISH. and to think i've been longing for 3 years to just live inside the red cross room. amanda really has to do a lot of work to make the room livable.

okay now for the meeting. i thought today was a disaster. the first part of it anyway. i was in charge of planning the shifts and the whole freaking thing got screwed up. i was having a headache okay. AHHH. and i got scolded by all the 3 red cross teachers lah. AHHHH. i can't let that happen again for the hike too. i hiked with estelle just now. so tiring man. back to the meeting. it was a disaster also because of what happened AFTER ndp. oh the ndp formation and contingent were pretty good i thought. except for a few things. like for the contingent me and michelle put up our hands when sherry said to. haha. it was an honest mistake okay!! i didn't know! and sinlin didn't tell me not to. and i don't blame michelle also lah. she probably followed me. oh and the formation was okay, except for the ending which was a disaster. but i think the first half was good enough. lots of people said the redcross formation was cool. i didn't think it was that good at first but since so many people think so then i guess it was pretty good. i mean, if you don't trust the audience, who can you trust?

okay, this is the most horrible part-the punishments. okay. i know i'm an nco, but i still feel a bit of a pang in my heart when i see them doing all those pathetic punishments. haha. oh well. red cross is all about unfairness and punishments... its like a tradition. oh red cross is all about tradition too. i hope this year we can break lots of traditions. i love breaking traditions. esp red cross tradidions. because some of them are really ridiculous. like the names of the groups for camps. why must it be alpha, bravo, charlie... WHY WHY WHY??? okay that was a lame example.

back to the meeting. i honestly think the cadets were quite good. esp their uniforms. some were really fantastic. except the sec ones- their pleats were terrible. but everyone got scolded. i guess if you want to improve, you gotta do punishments. i think there were a lot of mixed feelings about the meeting today. mostly negative. but i really hope people don't gossip. firstly because gossip is bad(i sound like a teacher lah; wait, i am! hahah.) and secondly, the more you gossip, the lower your position in the hierachy. thats a quote from estelle. haha. was just on the phone with her. okay this is like the LOOOOOOONGEST red cross post ever. and i think its full of crap.

wowee. yesterday was a really busy day. in fact, the whole week was busy which explains why i haven't blogged in a while. i've got lots of things to say. first, i can't believe i'm an nco! haha. and a seargeant too at that. did i spell it correctly? oh i think the only person more happy than me to be promoted is estelle. she's like crazy about becoming an nco. i was having a headache yesterday morning till night, dunno why. i think it was because i didn't sleep well the night before thinking about today. anyway, our chair and vice chair was no surprise. sylvia and grace. sigh. now the chair of red cross is sitting next to me in class. its intimidating. i can't skip red cross for no reason now!!! ahhhhh... the meeting was rather bad. because suelin ma'am was screaming at our level at the start. if you begin a meeting on a bad note, you'll surely end it with one. oh anyway, that also screwed up the whole planning. the meeting was supposed to end at 6 but it got dragged till 7plus. which is why all of the sec3s didn't go for the dinner. plus other reasons. oh anyway, i still don't understand why WHY WHY do we have to drag the ncos out for lunch. i mean, if there was a free meal in front of me i'll walk willingly to eat it. maybe i'll learn why next year. oh and moving on to a happier topic, i'm really really REALLY happy with my positions. really okay. i didn't expect to be a secretary! woohoo. even though my handwriting sucks. hahaha.i still can't get over the shock. i'm going to celebrate now on the net! haha. maybe i'll join estelle at habbohotel. i really don't understand habbohotel but i think i'll try it cos the click five have a room in habbo. hmm. oh man next week's really busy too. plua i have alumni meeting at pri school DURING THE HOLIDAYS somemore. that sucks. but i don't care. I'M AN NCO!!