its not your fault so please stop your crying now.... haha listening to new found glory now. quite nice actually. man. i feel uber depressed cos there's so much to study and i'm like stuck. i seriously hate a math man. i don't know why. i think its because after any test i'll tell myself i can' forget everythin now. but now i realise that i really forgot everythin and all that's left in my head now is mush. hrmph. justnow i was walking home with sheryl then sshe asked me what photosynthesis was. i totally blanked out. i do't know whY. PHOTOSYNTHESIS! for goodness sakes. i'm gonna remember it for life now. haha. i think i shall only spend half and hour on the comp today. cos i realise no one from my class is online now and perhaps they are all hard at work and i should be too. oh and there were only 20 people in class today. i COUNTED. hrmph. i wish i could pon. but i left lots of books in school and i gtg take them. sigh. poor me. i think there'll only be like 10 people in school tmr, nvm, extra attention. haha. oh i really think singapore idol's a waste of time. why, even my mom's watching it now. you know when your mom watches and 'idol franchise' show, its totally out. haha. okay just kidding. i'm just reassuring myself that i won't be missing anythin if i don't watch the finale on sunday. and i'm not going too. hmph. haha. okay. i think i better go now. shall download more music for my ipod. yay. mtv rocks! oh speaking of mtv, lots of peopl say mtv is crap now cos its supposed to be a music channel but its showing stupid shows like room raiders and laguna beach and boiling points and everything. but i like those shows. I LIKE THEM! haha. maybe i'm weird, but i adore wanna come in. its like one of my fav funniest shows. oh i can't think of funny shows now, reminds me of hannah montana which i'm gonna miss on sunday. POOR ME! sighhhh.