i haven't blogged in a while, lots of things have happened, like redcross camp, which , i repeat, was a total waste of time! anyway, here are some very overdue pictures...

went on a superfun outing with estelle and yitseng today... too bad have to go to school tomorrow for a stupid red cross camp!! arghhh. here's a picture of us doing the LUGE. it was super cool except that we kept banging into other chickened out people. amateurs. haha

remember benji from SYTYCD? his sis is going to be on SYTYCD3. i can't wait. more lacey means, more benji! haha. just read benji's myspace thats how i knew. i thought it was so funny when he said that he got recognized in singapore for MALCOLM from malcolm in the middle.

finally, today i got to wake up late. at like 10 something. i felt so refreshed!! i got my whole weekend planned out for me now. i'm going to the NIGHT SAFARI! can't wait. i forgot when was the last time i ever went there.. maybe i'll get bitten by a snake or a crocodile in the dark! how scary. anyway, i turned on the tv just now and saw a rerun of mrbean. from 1990!! i can't believe it. mr bean has been around BEFORE I was even born!! haha. okay now that i think about it, its not so exciting. but rowan atkinson looks exactly the same in mr beans holiday as in 1990. must be alot of facial products.

woohoo, i just realised singapore has alot of cool attractions!! like that horse village thing in the newspapers today. and sentosa 's getting really cool too! mandy told me they have this fish massage thing where your feet get cleaned by alot of little fish! how cool is that! haha. all the better to attract our 6million people! okay i'm getting very nationalistic, maybe because i just did some history. hitler rocks! i don't care if my history teacher is mean to me, or biased against me, or simply hates my work because i still love history! HA!

ooh lala. heroes made my hair stand and my skin crawl. i love this type of show, it makes me wonder about what would happen. can't wait to go to school tomorrow and talk to anabel and vanessa all about it! :):) ah yay, tomorrow is a special day, i can go to school later. yes! for once i can take my time to get up and eat and leave the house. i'm so looking forward to saturday! finally, i am free.

"Alexithymia"

Don't try to wake me up
Even if the sun really does come out tomorrow
Don't believe anything you say
Anymore, in the morn, in the morning
Bricks to this old house are breaking
Steel would have weathered but now forlorning
It's alarming how loud the silence screams
No warn, no warn, no warning
Addictions fill the table where the family used to sit
And conversate
Conversate to the sounds
To the sounds of a record player
With it's jumping needle and the lights that grow dim over time

With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive

Are you where you thought you'd be
So beautiful and only twenty-three
Opposition rests in the hearts
With no, with no, with no opportunity
It's not that we don't talk
It's just no one really listens and honesty fades
Like a politician lost in the course
All smiles and no one remembers our names

With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive

Don't try to wake me up
Even if the sun really does come out tomorrow
Don't believe anything I say
Anymore, in the morn, in the morning

With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive