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2008-04-09T06:58:00.000-07:00

haven't posted in about two months, cos i've been really busy and so many things have cropped up.. this week we had about 3 tests, one which i skipped cos of hp interview which was a disaster(since they attacked my chinese language and me not reading lian he zao bao which completely blew me off the hook and made me stutter and stammer i was so flustered by the time i got out- but interviews are fun too cos you get to meet old friends and gossip about the interviewers who were so mean to you but oh well) but in spite of everything i still had the time to watch american idol(even though david cook kind of sucked but i still completely and totally support him) and take home chef at the same time (channel surfing) i don't know why on earth i chose to watch tv even though next week is also piled high with tests i think i need to get my priorities right but right now my personal welfare is right at the top of my list so i've decided to shove studying aside and i'll probably go straight to bed the moment i finish typing this.

every week now passes like a blur i don't even remember what happened last week i can only recall going for lectures and cca(which by the way, is starting to get really irritating since we have guitar 4 times a week-on saturday from 10-5 too! and saturday is extremely sacred for me because it happens to be my only free day and now its been taken away by guitar it pisses me off but whatever. so i'm trying to find ways to rebel the ridiculously many training sessions. its taking our lives away!! plus the fact that we've been playing the same song for the past 2 months or so over and over again doesn't help matters.

tomorrow is going to be one heck of a day again. i don't know how i get myself into these horrible situations, but i'm going to njc after school tomorrow to watch a soccer match. which oh, for your information, does not involve hci at all. it happens to be a match between njc and sajc, and i don't know for the life of me why i actually promised vanessa and co. i'll be there. not only will i be extremely(and i emphasise extremely) extra in khaki in the midst of grey and white, i'll also have to give up MORE time which should be used for, i repeat, studying which is something i honestly haven't been doing for the past few days. i think i've become quite a procrastinator.

now i better get some math done before i sleep so i'll give myself the impression i actually did work.

2008-02-11T02:59:00.000-08:00

CNY was over so fast. the holidays were a total blur and the only thing i remember vaguely was waiting for like, one hour, for the bus to arrive at sentosa. i am never, ever, going to sentosa on a public holiday ever again. anyway, i realised that even though its chinese new year, many people just ignore the tradition that you have to wear red. these few days there's suddenly been a surge of black-wearers. i guess tradition and superstition no longer have places in our modern society..

just this afternoon i went and bought some valentines day gifts for all the sc pple and my classmates, and kinda spent about a quarter of the money i gained from angpows during CNY visitation. but oh well.

i'm finding it extremely difficult to concentrate in lessons nowadays, especially economics. honestly, i didn't learn anything particularly useful in today's economics lesson.. actually, i think it was because i didn't understand what the tutor was saying. i am going to die. jc life is really much harder than sec school. i really miss sc!! especially sec 4 emath lessons where we practically did the same stuff every lesson i completely didn't have to pay attention. oh, who can ever forget bio lessons. we just slept throughout. now though, if i were to sleep during any lesson, i would probably be kicked out of hp. everyone here is just so smart. i bet half of them have IQs that cannot even be measured. its depressing.

enough depressing stuff. its valentines day in 3days time and i'm super excited. even though valentine's was like a huge event in sc, i think in jc valentines would just be crazy with all the hormones and everything. i can't wait!!

oh no, i was just reminded that on wednesday its cross country. oh no. and i would totally stand out in my bright yellow apollo shirt. and totally get malu-ed when i reach the finish line- last.

2008-02-07T07:24:00.000-08:00

i'm currently listening to switchfoot and some of the songs are really old but they are still my all time favourites. i wish i could see them live again and this time, get their signatures!! ahh anyway i think today has been a really lethargic and restless day. the only 'work' i've gotten done is reading a little part of a book about communism in vietnam which i don't think is even related to the topic but whatever. its hard getting work done when you're around so many members of the family. cny celebration yesterday was a riot. i had a lot of fun trying to sell stuff and getting dissed by so many people and getting that same crushing feeling in my heart over and over again... but it was still fun. though i think i'd make a horrible salesperson.. then went out with pri school friends it was really exciting to reminisce and talk about old times.. which made me feel extremely jaded and old. i can't believe in approximately 3 yrs time i'll be driving my own car.. and maybe in 5years time, starting to work in that horribly big full of shit world economy. my gosh. time passes really fast..

this is us together at bpp. a place i haven't been for quite a while...

just now i actually watched a little of the news on tv and i was quite disturbed by what some people actually do this chinese new year. like running to plunge the first joss stick in temples and if thats not enough, the people continue to pull it up and down continuously its supposed to bring you some sort of luck but how could it really since its really dangerous and poses such a big fire hazard i was quite appalled. but oh well. i'm glad i'm not part of this craziness.

more visitation tomorrow and more futile reading.

2008-02-04T02:25:00.000-08:00

something tells me i'm not getting my priorities right. i am drowning in this cowshitpool of homework but i still spend half the time i have at home online. not doing work. and beside me the pile of books on Sukarno, Vietnam and Burma etcetc are so daunting i feel like just stabbing them and throwing them out of the window. but i refrain. because then i could be convicted of killer littering.

many things have happened recently. a highlight of the week was definitely the switchfoot concert. i must sincerely thank yaoqi for inviting me.. choosing to go for switchfoot instead of CCA was one of the best decisions i've ever made. even though the opening acts were WAAAy below switchfoot standards, and their music was cacophonous and the host was an odious woman i felt like it was all worth it at the end of the concert cause switchfoot simply rocked. i was totally excited about the switchfoot shirt i bought and was feeling high the whole 1and a half hour trip home... until the next day i came to class and SOMEONE showed me her wallet with switchfoot signatures and i felt quite pissed.

and then there's this stupid history essay which i simply can't write because i have so much research to do and everything just goes in one ear and out the other within SECONDS.

and chinese new years coming i doubt i'll beable to acomplish anything with all those visitations.

and the food.

2008-01-25T06:40:00.000-08:00

its finally over and i'm so relieved. yesterday was by far the most nerve wrecking day ever since the start of the year. when the high fliers were called on stage i really started to cry and it was such a nail biting moment when the results were in my hand i was shaking! but its all over and i'm really thankful for everything and i feel really blessed and i want to live life to the fullest now but I JUST GOT A FLU and i'm sniffing 10 times in a minute and my nose is blocked and i just want to give my head a blow to knock all the silly stuff out of my head so i can be well again and really enjoy life.

2008-01-22T03:46:00.000-08:00

today anabel and i got 5kg heavier eating at sakae. we had the buffet as always, since we were pretty much starving. and we kept ordering plates and more plates. i think i ate like, 10 gyozas. i could see out of the corner of my eye one of the staff was staring at us with furrowed brows- she looked quite disgusted at our voracious appetite but that didn't really bother me. i was only concerned about the amount of soya sauce in the saucer. ok that makes me sound like a glutton but it was only because we were sooo hungry and all i had before that was a hot dog bun(with ketchup and bacon bits, a winning combination) and potato wedges( which are extremely unhealthy, very filling and taste positively heavenly). not much, right. anyway, today marks a first in the time i've spent in hwa chong. its the first time we've actually been given official homework! and its a 3weeks 10pages essay about nationalism, which is a topic that began on a very interesting note but one that i'm gradually beginning to lose interest in even though it has my favourite country to study BURMA in it. why i like burma? it all started when i read the book saving fish from drowning(oh the irony) by amy tan and i was intrigued by all the descriptions of burma and everything. so now it has officially become one of my favourite countries to study.

countdown to doomsday: 2 more days!!!

yesterday i was sitting on the bus when i happened to look out of the window and see this extremely amusing car sticker. it was positively hilarious. it read 'i'm not driving fast, i'm just flying low'. i tell you when i get a car, i'll fill it up with this kind of freakishly funny stickers, and make every driver laugh so hard, it'll cause lots of traffic jams around the country. i'll be notorious then!!

2008-01-21T03:40:00.000-08:00

oh horrors of horrors. its official the o level results are going to be released in 3 FREAKING DAYS TIME. i can't believe this time in 3DAYS i will know my fate. i can't believe how scared i am. i don't want to live a life of regrets, but i'm starting(okay actually this has been on my mind for the past 2 months already, but whatever) to regret slacking so much during the olevel period. sigh. why must there be olevels! i am so hating all the IP people now whose biggest problem on their minds right now is if they have gotten a B3 for higher chinese, which, for me, is the very LEAST of my worries. anyway, today school was really mundane and monotonous. we spent 3 hours straight in lecture theatre 5, though technically me and davina spent like 15 mins more, cos we were waiting for the rest of the class to come up. today we took height and weight, which made me devastatingly embarrassed. though i felt abit better since there are about 3 or 4 people in class who are both SHORTER and HEAVIER than me poor girls...

i hate the graphic calculator i just bought for 159 dollars which is a ripoff. i will guard it with my life.

2008-01-17T01:29:00.000-08:00

today's the earliest i've been home in weeks, but i hardly have the energy to enjoy this day, cause i came home like a walking zombie and slept for a good 1 and a half hours which totally wasted my 'coming home early' time, and now i'm blogging in the hopes that the pile of math homework beside me will somehow disappear and end up completed without as much as me touching it. i can still taste the olives in my mouth, after eating olive rice for lunch with jasleen at this pad thai restaurant at crown centre. i never knew crown centre actually had food. i always thought it was a place filled with nasty tuition centres who charge highly exorbitant fees and have workers that embezzle funds and stuff like that. all in all, i never had a good impression of crown centre. maybe its because you can't really see whats going on inside the shopping centre from the outside due to the tinted windows which makes it, i guess, even more sinister.

finally we've had our first economics lesson, and i can't honestly say i've learnt more than what i already knew yesterday about economics. but i guess it'll get better. after all, our teacher is really animated and interesting to look at, so it cancels out the sheer complexitiy of the subject.

i've never spent so much time on just ONE lit poem in my entire life. in hci, we spent 2 days worth of lit lessons on one siegfried sassoon poem(and still haven't finished analysing it). i think sassoon has an infatuation with war. perhaps he's like singapore's royston tan, who had such a bad experience during his own army days that he's vowed to take his revenge on the army/war using his artistic talents. which is the impression sassoon gives me, anyhow.

today i crashed a knowledge and inquiry lesson and was pretty much stumped by what was going on. all i know is, i have know idea what prompted me to walk inside that classroom. i think i stand out alot too, with my bright blue uniform and everything. anyways, i'm never taking KI, simply because i can never bear to part with my other subjects, save for economics, which i don't really have much clue about even after todays lesson, but hopefully after a few more i'll actually come to love it. right.

2008-01-16T05:05:00.000-08:00

these couple of days i've been having a ball cca hopping. and finally lessons have started and its really quite an eye opener to start analysing poems and thinking about history (that isn't exactly history since the people are dead and things are still changing) all of a sudden. Plus, i think i've been permanently scarred with a fear of coaches ever since yesterday's touch rugby training. i really don't want to talk about it anymore, but lets say, the guitar training today was like heaven compared to the hell me and jesslyn suffered yesterday. okay maybe i'm exaggerating just a teeny bit. but thats the beauty of the language. Jules renard said 'writing is the only time you can talk without being interrupted'. i realised that i love to quote jules renard. he makes the wittiest comments!!

its kind of scary that, in exactly one weeks time, i'll know my fate for the next two years. i'm really afraid. never been more afraid in my entire life. i keep getting recurring nightmares of horrible results that i hope will never ever materialise. anyway, let me get my mind off these dreadful thoughts by talking about the lessons that we've been having for the past few days. First of all, i'm sick of people labeling me as elitist. seriously, i'm no more elitist than i've been before, and i wasn't and still am not elitist at all. i was completely stupefied when someone shouted across the staircase 'hey elite' when she was actually referring to me!! this is terrible:( ah well. i guess this is the price that has to be paid for being the only class with its own classroom+ lecture theatre+ staff room + special timetable that seperates you from the mainstream students.

but seriously, humanities has been extremely enjoyable. i'm so glad we're doing hamlet, even though some people from certain catholic schools have already done it the year before. but who cares. i'd always remember the whole 'tobe or not to be' hamlet soliloquy. and hamlet is the most complicated guy ever, next to macbeth, who is simply crazy and stupid. history is also pretty interesting, since we're learning about southeast asia, and i love learning about burma, ever since i read that 'saving fish from drowning' book which had loads of references to burma, and i too, choose to call it that way. we haven't had an economics or gp lesson as of today, but i hope the lesson tomorrow will be really fun. i haven't had a very good impression of economics as yet, since the teacher who gave the talk about econs seemed to imply that econs doesn't really have many prospects, which made me think about why i was even doing econs atall. besides it being a filler subject. to be honest, i would really miss all these lessons if i were to be forced to leave hwachong next week...

two days ago i went back to secondary school, and i have never felt so patriotic in my entire life, besides the times where i see singapore being mentioned at international competitions or summits or anything like those. it was so heartwarming to see all the juniors and ex seniors and eat the canteen food, which i failed to appreciate the last 4 years of my life, but am missing it terribly ever since the move to hci. i will definitely be going back there for thefood, but unfortunately the next time i step into scgs would be a terrifying occasion, that is, the o'lvl result collection day. which i am completely dreading.

2008-01-13T02:56:00.000-08:00

its not nice to have your life in tandem. thats the way i've been feeling for the past 2 weeks. despite orientation and all, i still can't shake off the feeling that maybe in 2weeks time (which is when i choose to believe the olevel results will be out, even though some crazy pple say its going to be this coming friday!) i won't even have the chance to step inside hci again. its quite sad really, when i see all the ip/highschool people prancing around school/ so carefree and excited, without having to worry about the number of A1S in their o level cert. i have a recurring nightmare of me receiving my olvl cert and seeing lots of big numbers. but thats not the point. the point is, i havent really enjoyed the past two weeks with all these things bothering me and everything. i think jesslyn feels the same way, so i'm not alone. anyway, now i'll talk about what has happened ever since school started and i swopped my SC badge for an arrow shaped hwa chong one. and the badge is really weird cos it has this stringy thing behind it, which i guess can only work when you actually have a COLLAR, which my sc uniform certainly does not have.

anyway, every single day i feel very outstanding in school. all for the wrong reasons. its because in a sea of white and khaki i totally stand out since i'm in blue. which is not a very good feeling. i completely feel like i donned the wrong uniform and i'm so out of place sometimes. intellectually i also feel out of place. since everyone is, say, foyle young poet award winners and student council presidents and PSL heads and CCA leaders when, i'm just a normal human being. you can't shake off this inferior feeling in hwachong. i guess thats the price you pay when you choose a top jc when you're actually not up to it. all this time we haven't had a single tutorial and i don't think we're even going to have one for the next week. i think anyone from any other jc will faint upon seeing my timetable. i have like, 2-3hour breaks every single day, maybe about 2hours of lessons, and 5 hours of free time and fun. i realised that jc people simply love to go out for lunch/dinner/supper. just two days ago we had a campfire in school which ended around 11, then some pple wanted to go out for supper. when i told them it was 11, some guy remarked 'still so early what'. nothing surprises me anymore.

my senior class has a fascination with the song 'everywhere' by michelle branch for goodness knows what weird reason. thank goodness i like michelle branch (who kind of disappeared into oblivion for the last., lets say, 5 years) otherwise i'd be getting headaches everytime they sing that song.

i think i've been brainwashed by the students council. there are times when hwachong songs just keep running in my head, over and over again. just an hour ago i was saying the 'shan ge' cheer thing to my brother, who was only too happy to sing it with me. he's also the product of a council brainwashing, albeit the high school version.

i miss my og. they were really nice people. i was supposed to go out with them just now but had other stuff on in church sigh. okay enough abt school now i'll talk about cell and everything. i think this year marks and complete change in my lifestyle and everything. its like a watershed year. for school and church too. i now enjoy service more, since i'm sitting with people younger than me and i feel like a lau da. haha. tomorrow is going to be the first time we're having assembly with the high school, i wonder what it'll be like. i think its really cool that the national anthem is played live, and not recorded like in secondary school.. but the bad part of that is that your silence cannot be muffled by the recorded voices, so its very evident that you're not singing. but who cares.

2008-01-01T02:07:00.000-08:00

today's the first day of 2008 but i am hardly excited. and i don't really know why. maybe its because i don't have my familiar friends and environment to look forward to like i did last year? anyway i think its going to get quite weird writing 2008 instead of 2007 for the first part of the year. it always gets like this until maybe the 2/3rd month. i was just getting ready the stuff for school tomorrow (sigh) and realised that i've got quite a few things missing. not like my uniform has many parts, but, these things still happen. i wonder if i even fit into it, considering i've really gorged myself this holidays, which explains why i'm still suffering from a mild sore throat.

dreading tomorrow!!! :(((

2007-12-29T20:26:00.000-08:00

i realised this blog has been abandoned for the longest time. since the year is coming to a close( its just 2 more days to the new year and i'm positively dreading it) i decided to write a post to reflect on all the crazy things that have happened this year.i especially don't want to go to school in 2008, because i no longer can study in 190 dunearn rd, no longer have to climb, what, 4flights of stairs and walk one large circle to 4dg, where so many happy times this year have been spent. all my best friends are going to different schools,and i'm surely going to miss them all so much. its too bad people like vanessa and anabel are still overseas now( i'm so jealous!) otherwise we could have some sort of final gathering and say goodbye to the times we've had. yesterday i went to charlottes house(like, 50mins late) and i guess thats probably the final time i'd see them until lets say, when we collect our results at the end of january this year.here are some things i'd never ever forget-

4dg
i never realised how much i love 4dg! you guys have been the best ever. i'll never forget the times in the morning when i walked upstairs and the 4dg classroom would be in pitch darkness as if no one was inside but when i finally stepped in through the door i would finally realise that the classroom had been turned into a makeshift motel. since everyone would be sleeping in all kinds of positions on the tables and the floors. i never knew how exciting lessons could be with you people.and how our classroom was deemed 'the dirtiest class ever' by teachers who swore they hated us but by the end of the year came to love us as well. its amazing how we were able to survive in such shambles of a classroom, and grouse our way through 2years of studies to finally work superhard in the final weeks(no wait, it was the final days actually) to study extremely hard for the o'levels. i think we were both the laziest and the most hardworking class ever!!

my canteen table gang
you guys are the best!! charlotte- you and i have spent somuch time quarreling over the hottest medieval guys and the best jane austen books! i think you'd have been a great noblewoman in the elizabethan times. and yaoqin sheryl i am really amazed at how you guys jumped from being so crazy over feilunhai to your current dbsk. yaoqi thank you for all your info about the latest stars and your craziness at all the 'qian changhuis' that we went to. sheryl thanks for being the 'friendliest'neighbour ever! haha and for sleeping in class in sec2 and all the stupid games we played in class to chase away boredom. estelle i'll neverforget your fascination with beautiful girls and how we talkedand talked so much in sec2 that every teacher hated us and scolded us but we still managed to laugh it off. and how our impressions of each other changed so drastically after sitting together, which was also quite funny cos we didn't really want to sit beside each other but we didn't want to sit beside anyone else either so we ended up together. those were some of the most fun times i had in my 4 years really. joey -my chinese lesson buddy remember how we always drew in each others textbooks during chinese i never enjoyed chinese lessons so much! and we were right in front of our extremely boring chinese teacher too. and even though we crapped answers when asked our laoshi still didn't scold us.you all were the best!

my soccer gang
you guys revived my passion for manchester united and its goalkeeper. i have loved all man u goalkeepers from barthez to van der sar but i'll never love 'mummy's boy'! and i still don't know why you call him that actually. amanda and vanessa you guys are the craziest man u fans ever! even though vanessa you care more about the players bodies than the game itself. i'll always remember how we turned sports into a mini betting game. which, i always lost. remember when we betted for the world cup last year (that seems so long ago) and i was this close to winning but amanda it was your fault i didn't! and how we betted on formula one at the beginning of this year and vanessa it was your favourite raikonnen that won and amanda you had such horrible luck during the betting sessions. you guys also made me see another darker side to the canteen food. and vanessas obsession with western food. thank you mrs carrick and mrs ronaldo, even though mrs carrick seems to have so many other obsessions with other guys you bad girl!

my 'partners in crime'
finally, i am going to talk about red cross, which i have said forever and will continue to say, was my NUMBER ONE biggest mistake i have made in my whole entire secondary school life. i don't know what in my secondary one confused and indoctrinated mind prompted me to pick this cca which i have regretted choosing all my life. i wish i had just continued on with badminton or something. anything. but the friendships that i've made just by joining the cca i will never regret.anabel yaoqi rachel melissa jacq estelle yitseng we all form the official redcross hating club.you guys opened me to a world of lies and deceit and giving very creative excuses to pon meetings. and even if we actually graced the meetings we would find some ways to totally ignore the things going on around us and simply have fun. anabel remember the times where we crashed lessons and slacked around at the back of the class, and turned usually boring lessons into games and art classes by doodling on the whiteboard and distracting everybody and telling jokes while pumping, which i have to say is no mean feat, forming the 'we hate kukumalu and queen mother' hate club on facebook withe melissa... yitseng your wisecracks and your sarcasm always make me crack upespecially when you spoke in damnpro chinese and made estelle gawk, yaoqi,rachel,mel,jacq you crazy four always trying to find ways to just break the rules... you guys made the most boring stuff most memorable.

my table partners
i have a knack for forming the closest relationships with the people i sit beside in class every single year, this year was no exception. amandalee( the girl who introduced me to all things taiwanese and helped me so much this year with beauty tips and soccer tips and music tips and food tips- remember the doughnuts, and lots of other tips), amandaong( the arsenal/thierry henry fan who suddenly switched to liverpool/gerrad who suddenly switched to torres girl) and sylvia (the redcross chair who was indoctrinated by my anti-redcrossness and my distractions during class while you tried to pay attention) i especially enjoyed the times where we sat in one whole long row at the back of the class and looked down on everybody (literally) even though all of you complained that i simply wasn't meant to be at the back judging by my vertically challenged frame. you made school so worthwhile.

these are the people that made 2007 so enjoyable despite all the hectic schedues and last minute work and slacking-even-though-you-should-be-studying so much more worthwhile. going to miss you guys so much!

2007-07-13T06:08:00.000-07:00

i know i should be studying, but i doesn't hurt blogging once in a while... the week has been very very busy. i know its what i always say. but still. just watched harry potter with my brother yesterday. its not good. its not bad. okay it was quite horrible. i was horrified they changed the book SO MUCH! jk rowling would be pissed. and that luna lovegood person was quite cute. i liked helena bonham carter. i finally see how great an actress she was. i think she saved the day. with luna. and fred and george. even though there were too many fireworks and it soon became too loud and irritating.. most of the parts were totally boring and stupid. and the kiss- it was disgusting. anabel said someone actually cheered when they kissed at the cinema. ah, i'm disgusted.

listening to crowded house's 'don't stop now' now. haha. its not bad. even though they are old and fugly but still, old people can sing well!

2007-07-01T06:40:00.000-07:00

i've got no time to blog, so i'll just post the lyrics to eleventyseven's new single- its beautiful
I wish that you would tell me how
you know me well and want to be together
fallen short and faded out
but you keep making gardens in this desert

despite the grace that i dismissed
forgiveness was the catalyst
to penetrate my heart with what is true

its beautiful
you can turn mistakes to miracles
the way that you still love me after all
its beautiful

redeem the years i've thrown away
i'm ready to make good on what i've wasted

i'm asking you to shape my heart
i want to be your work of art
cause when you change me and make me more like you
its beautiful

aren't the lyrics beautiful? can't wait for 'galatic conquest' which is going to hit stores when i'm having my prelims! arghh:(

2007-06-24T03:47:00.000-07:00

i haven't blogged in a while, lots of things have happened, like redcross camp, which , i repeat, was a total waste of time! anyway, here are some very overdue pictures...

2007-06-19T02:22:00.000-07:00

went on a superfun outing with estelle and yitseng today... too bad have to go to school tomorrow for a stupid red cross camp!! arghhh. here's a picture of us doing the LUGE. it was super cool except that we kept banging into other chickened out people. amateurs. haha

2007-06-09T01:06:00.000-07:00

remember benji from SYTYCD? his sis is going to be on SYTYCD3. i can't wait. more lacey means, more benji! haha. just read benji's myspace thats how i knew. i thought it was so funny when he said that he got recognized in singapore for MALCOLM from malcolm in the middle.

finally, today i got to wake up late. at like 10 something. i felt so refreshed!! i got my whole weekend planned out for me now. i'm going to the NIGHT SAFARI! can't wait. i forgot when was the last time i ever went there.. maybe i'll get bitten by a snake or a crocodile in the dark! how scary. anyway, i turned on the tv just now and saw a rerun of mrbean. from 1990!! i can't believe it. mr bean has been around BEFORE I was even born!! haha. okay now that i think about it, its not so exciting. but rowan atkinson looks exactly the same in mr beans holiday as in 1990. must be alot of facial products.

woohoo, i just realised singapore has alot of cool attractions!! like that horse village thing in the newspapers today. and sentosa 's getting really cool too! mandy told me they have this fish massage thing where your feet get cleaned by alot of little fish! how cool is that! haha. all the better to attract our 6million people! okay i'm getting very nationalistic, maybe because i just did some history. hitler rocks! i don't care if my history teacher is mean to me, or biased against me, or simply hates my work because i still love history! HA!

2007-06-06T07:42:00.000-07:00

ooh lala. heroes made my hair stand and my skin crawl. i love this type of show, it makes me wonder about what would happen. can't wait to go to school tomorrow and talk to anabel and vanessa all about it! :):) ah yay, tomorrow is a special day, i can go to school later. yes! for once i can take my time to get up and eat and leave the house. i'm so looking forward to saturday! finally, i am free.

2007-06-05T06:41:00.001-07:00

2007-06-05T06:36:00.001-07:00

"Alexithymia"

Don't try to wake me up
Even if the sun really does come out tomorrow
Don't believe anything you say
Anymore, in the morn, in the morning
Bricks to this old house are breaking
Steel would have weathered but now forlorning
It's alarming how loud the silence screams
No warn, no warn, no warning
Addictions fill the table where the family used to sit
And conversate
Conversate to the sounds
To the sounds of a record player
With it's jumping needle and the lights that grow dim over time

With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive

Are you where you thought you'd be
So beautiful and only twenty-three
Opposition rests in the hearts
With no, with no, with no opportunity
It's not that we don't talk
It's just no one really listens and honesty fades
Like a politician lost in the course
All smiles and no one remembers our names

With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive

Don't try to wake me up
Even if the sun really does come out tomorrow
Don't believe anything I say
Anymore, in the morn, in the morning

With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive

2007-05-26T05:35:00.000-07:00

i know, its been almost a month since i blogged, and so many things have hapenned. today was really fun, because a lot of us went to watch the stage club's production of MACBETH, which was realy cool. i always wanted to watch a shakespeaean play. of course, it was a low budget play, like the phantom was 100 times grander( even midsummer nights dream was better) but stil, it was exciting to see macbeth being played on stage. and i always wanted to laugh when the actors forgot their lines. i loved theQUESTION and answer session after the show, it was really cool and alot of people asked really good questions( except this old lady in the front who asked really long winded questions which we really didn't get!

also, there was this really cute boy that played fleance. he was so cute!! and he got the loudest cheers. and his acting wasn't bad too:)

2007-05-04T06:50:00.000-07:00

yesterday was the greatest day ever!!!! i wanted to say greatest day of my life but i guess its not. the greatest IS TO COME! haha. just came back from a lousy boring redcross meeting. wanted to go for evening by the pond with other people but then i was super sleepy and there's like lit tmr. and survivor tonight!

anyway, more about yesterday. i'm so glad i didn't chose to wear the hc uniform cos i think the sc uniform brought me alot alot of luck! and i felt much cooler in sc uniform anyway. just now heard at red cross there was talk abt changing the sc uniform to sth that is green with a red belt! estelle was like, ' then we would look like christmas trees!'and i wouldn't want that.

anyway, we were like, 4 hours early yesterday. the queue wasn't even set up!! so of course once the 933 people put up the red tape, yaoqi and me DASHED for the line. estelle was busy doing homework i think. i guess she was the only one who actually accomplished something during the waiting time. heh. but unfortunately, there was this fanclub member who got infront of us, and when one member goes in front, the whole club follows. so suddenly the queue infront of us expanded from 2 to like 11. and we were pissed. yq was like 'wa, why the queue suddenly become so long'.

anyway, we went in and SAW TANK PERFORM! i didn't expect him to perfom so many songs. like 7 i think.he was super tired cos he even forgot the lyrics of 'dong le'. we were all like singing it for him!! anyway, midway he suddenly flung like 2 or 3 posters out. and it was quite far away from us. but i reached out my hand and GRABBED ITTTT!! i didn't even know what happened. i was shocked too!

anyway, later yaoqi and i got his signature, and we were FIRST IN LINE! also, we shook his hand. i'm going to treasure my hand for the rest of my life. haha.

2007-04-29T23:10:00.000-07:00

i support barack obama! i think its so cool that a black has come up to contest for presidency. down with bush!

2007-04-26T06:28:00.000-07:00

ah this week has been a horrible week. and it has been raining everyday. i think its a SIGN. that the rest of the year is going to suck:( i haven't been online in like 5 days, i feel so miserable! ah shucks NAPFA tomorrow. plus red cross. what could be worse!!

2007-04-22T06:25:00.000-07:00

i am hating my brother every minute even though he's kinda sick. cos he deleted my limewire. i mean, he DELETED MY LIMEWIRE! okay maybe i'm exaggerating. anyway, i'm so happy jet's coming to singapore. even though i probably can't go since my parents would never let me buy a 85 buck ticket to watch a band even my brother has never heard of. i mean, do they live down under?? hahah. funny pun.

anyway, i'm really really saddened by the whole virginia tech thing. i mean, its all people are talking about nowadays. and this happened just when i thought that asians were getting to a higher foothold in america. now whatever asians have been doing to improve our image in america is destroyed. and i'm pissed. seriously. all because of a stupid rash act by a stupid rash boy. you know, he reminds me of someone from school,. and that makes me scared...

2007-04-20T07:26:00.000-07:00

i haven't blogged for about a week now. this was because of stupid blogger that decided to change the whole damn thing to google beta. and i was too lazy to go make a damn google account. i realise i'm using damn a lot. i think its because i just listened to the best damn thing by avril. okay i think i made a wrong judgement. the songs are really okay. but i still hate her image however.

red cross was really boring today. but i got anabel addicted to DEATH NOTE! and she actually went to go an rent the dvd today so i gotta borrow it from her on monday. i can't wait! especially since my brother loves the show so much. my brother isn't easily pleased la.

oh, i told sinlin and amanda about my dream last night, about me taking a picture with van der sar! i tell you, i have HAVE to go to old trafford one day. its my lifetime dream.

what the heck is the red jumpsuit apparatus and why do so many people like them. i think they kinda suck. ohoh

survivor is going to be in CHINA. cool 100%

2007-04-12T06:27:00.000-07:00

today is a sleepy day. i almost fell asleep during emath. is it me, or is emath getting really boring. chinese too. we watched this weird video about birds. i though the drawings were really ugly. i'm not very intellectual, so when everyone was going like OHHHH i was like WTF?

ok today during recess charlotte and sheryl and i were reminiscing about the past. i think the past is really nicer than the present. it would be so cool to be born in the victorian era!

2007-04-09T23:59:00.000-07:00

just got home from another boring day in school, and a wild goose chase for msaudrey tan. i think all the teachers are kinda pissed with us, cos we're really lazy and everything. i think i'm pretty lazy. that's why i'm on the com now and not doing my homework nor studying for CHINESE TEST TOMORROW. shucks.

2007-04-08T01:34:00.000-07:00

can't tell you how much i hate hip hop, but beyonce's beautiful liar is stuck in my head. i don't know why. anabel will be proud. ahh. what a boring easter this has been. last night''s service ROCKED however. haha.

anyway, i must say this- i love benji's strumming. i shall post a video here. no matter how hard i try i STILL CAN'T GET IT.

2007-04-05T06:28:00.000-07:00

linkin park's new album minutes to midnight out 15 may! can't wait. hope its as good as the last one. 'what i've done' is not bad. listened to eric dill's first singles and its not bad! i think i'll support him and not the click five!!! unless of course the new singer is cool.

woots! i love xiaozhu he is so funny. i can't believe i passed up the chance to see him in january!!! ahhhhhh....

2007-04-05T06:08:00.000-07:00

today started out really boring, with double history. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. i like learning about china, but two periods-make that 100 mins is abit too much.

amanda liqin mel fenny indora lichun and i went to hq to get the FA manuals. i almost didn't want to go. so fruitless trip. anyway, it was really fulfilling, cos we got to meet COLBY MILLER! okay i know he's not much of a celebrity, not even class D or anything, just a lousy mtv vj. but like yaoqi says, its a 'brush with fame'! anyway, it was funny cos mel went like 'COLBY!' really loudly and he turned back and smiled. i always liked him cos of his earring and that was like the first thing i spotted.

it was super funny and all of us were in high spirits for the rest of the trip, though we spent alot of time in hq waitng for the receipt to be filled in, which was kinda stupid.

ack, have to go with momanddads cell tomorrow to hike up bukit timah hill. like, i'd rather be studying. just kidding.

i need a haircut. can't wait to see amanda's new 'do!

2007-03-31T03:22:00.000-07:00

pretty good band. oh, i must go see the new maroon 5 video! hope its nice! ishall cros my fingers,

2007-03-31T03:04:00.000-07:00

yesterday was like, the most tiring day this whole year. okay maybe i'm exaggerating. but it was out from like 5 plus to 12 plus at night. and it wasn't all fun. first we ran 10rounds in school. for someone who hardly exercises, i think i did pretty well! haha. even though i was pissed when in the last round everybody suddenly got a sudden spurt of energy wheras i tried but i just COULDN'T! okay i shall stop sulking, because after redcross i had the time of my life when i watched the PHANTOM OF THE OPERA! its really really good. in fact, i want to see it again! good thing i bought the programme booklet, or i wouldn't have anything to take back home except my memories. anabel bought brad little's album. hm. i think he can sing. but an album??? hmm.

woohoo. 棒棒糖 is not bad!

2007-03-25T04:55:00.000-07:00

just got word from my bro, hwa chong lost the arena! of course, it was kinda expected, but i really hoped they would win, even though its such a cheena school, and my brother is the worst brother in the world.

here are some songs you DEFINITELY must have in your ipod.

1) Mae- mistakes we knew we were making
2) Melee- built to last
3) Sherwood- Song in my head
4) The Higer- Insurance?
5) The view- Gravity

and to prove i love chinese music too...

1) the grand finale - huang yida
2) yan chang bi sai- Tank
3) betray- cao ge
4) hao peng you- luo zhi xiang
5) mi lao shu- mayday

2007-03-25T04:48:00.000-07:00

ah, first time blogging after such a long a tiring day yesterday- which totally sucked. except the parts where RI performed. it was the only high point of the day. of course, people cried after we didn't get first for anything at talentime. then for the rest of the day i had a bad headache. and didn't do anything productive. which sucked. now i'm dreading tomorrow where we have to present the two miserable tropheys to the school. sigh. who can help it if the judges are biased- and can't appreciate real talent! but of course, we should take things in our stride. red cross talentime isn't everything. lets not be SAW LOSERS! haha. lame okay.

2007-03-23T07:29:00.000-07:00

haha chinese version is so funny. avril, please stick to english.

2007-03-22T07:17:00.000-07:00

i've been checking out bands who released their cds on my birthday! and so far so good. all the bands are better than average. like the higher and the photo atlas. haha. but tank is still better. was arguing with yitseng whether tank or cao ge is better. i think tank is the BEST EVER. cao ge is not bad though. gary is a much nicer name than tank.

2007-03-21T06:19:00.000-07:00

i am so addicted to yu le bai fen bai. i just can't miss it. it gives me the giggles!! i finally realise why amanda never fails to watch her 5566 every week. oh and today xiao zhu and xiao gui were speaking in horribly broken english, which was so much fun. hahhaha. oh, and one other current fixation of mine is that i've been addicted to 19 century novels. okay, maybe not THAT far back. i mean like, i've been reading pride and prejudice and jane eyre and stuff like that. so weird, and intellectual right?? heh hheh. maybe i've developed a passion for more DEEP things. NONONO i don't wanna become emo. cool! amanda sent me caoge's album and its really not bad!! wahahhaha. its anaBOOB's birthday tomorrow. can't wait! i hope she doesn't chicken out and PON. haha.

2007-03-20T07:46:00.000-07:00

decided to watch KO one. looks hilarious. but stupid

2007-03-17T05:50:00.000-07:00

just watched tsl and it was sooo hilarious. hahahha. cody never fails to crack me up. i hate all the new shows on disney channel like the replacements. what the heck. such a stupid show. and whats the deal with showing toy story tonight? my brother was complaining we watched it like the day we were born.

2007-03-16T07:42:00.000-07:00

back from march camp- and i feel like i've wasted 2 precious days. cos i don't feel like doing anything now except watch tv. and i think i've gained weight slacking around for no good reason. hurrumph. although i loved the bus rides to punggol park and back to school. listening to my ipod and sleeping in nice cool aircon - rocks.

2007-03-13T00:21:00.000-07:00

whats with songs having the same titles??? for example, avril's 'girlfriend' and the click five's 'my girlfriend'. the fold 'gravity' and switchfoots'oh gravity'. oh oh, and the friday night boys 'high school' and bowling for soup 'high school never ends'. and the worst part is all these songs sound pretty good. why can't singers be more creative and come up with original titles???? of course, not like fall out boy or panic at the disco who come up with incomprehensible titles like 'the carpel tunnel of love'. its frustrating.

anyway, i like sherwood! myspace has been advertising their music, and their actually quite nice:) and their touring with relient k which is a plus! i can't believe i'm actually doing heymath now. hm.

anyway, i want relient k's 'five score and seven years ago'. NOW.

2007-03-12T08:14:00.000-07:00

amanda was just shouting in my ear cos rob and amber got eliminated. i mean, the producers are stupid, cos the ratings are sure to drop. anyway, i support all the gay teams now! oswald and danny, team guido. haha. i don't know why i always support the weirdest people. i love bald guys, guys with lots of hair, and gays. haha. that is so weird. i guess i just like the people who are different! even though uchenna and joyce are not bad too- but their kinda boring.

i feel very proud of myself! i actually went down to train for 2.4 today. its no mean feat, considering i hardly work out at all. okay i ran in like 15 mins, which is really long and stupid. but i was listening to my ipod and it helped! the freakin housewife running beside me thought she could run faster. but i beat her by like a mile!!! i'm happy. okay maybe she's like 3 times my age, but who cares.

i think i like table tennis. my brother got me addicted:)

2007-03-11T22:11:00.000-07:00

song stuck in my head now-
"Behind Blue Eyes"
limp bizkit

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be fated to telling only lies

[Chorus:]
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

[Chorus]

Discover l.i.m.p. say it [x4]
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one knows how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies

[Chorus]

No one knows what its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.

2007-03-09T23:45:00.000-08:00

this is a miserable banner. heh. oh, today was really really fun cos we had red cross talentime auditions!! thank god it was in an airconplace or i would've died from the heat. i'm getting really really sick of people tellimg me they like 超喜欢你. the song's getting irriting. i'm so happy yaoqi likes the friday night boys too! they rock. oh we ate at sakae, and i had 2 plates of my fav fried tofu which rocked!! and gyoza too. i love gyoza. for the first time i ate the sushi with crab stuffing. it was quite nice i guess. though i'd rather eat the crab by itself.

argh i hope we get through to the finals!! though i've never been so enthu about redcross my whole life and i'm probably one of the worst secretaries in history. okay i am the worst. hehhh. i must say this again. i love fueled by ramen and decaydance! i think those are one of the best music labels with loads of great bands. well of course there are really weird ones like lifetime. freakin weird. i am trying my best to ignore the pile of homework sitting beside me... makes me sick to the stomach. can't wait for 5o'clock. new hannah montana and new suite life!! woohoo. the last time there was a new hannah montana was like. hm. five years ago. haha just kidding.

ahh.. now, paramore is a great band. sounds like jonas brothers though.

2007-03-08T04:50:00.000-08:00

I LOVE MY DAD!! HE GOT ME A NEW IPOD NANO!! WOOHOOO. TIME TO PURSUE MY DREAM OF COLLECTING GOOD MUSIC! not like i havent' started already. :))) i'm on cloud nine!! despite the fact i didn't get to watch basketball because of chem prac, and we lost the match.

2007-03-04T05:50:00.000-08:00

fueled by ramen is my all time fave record label. i'm gonna start checkin every one of those bands out! forgive durden is quite good. i think. something like cute is what we aim for.

2007-03-03T00:22:00.000-08:00

old video, but i was watching it again so maybe you should to:) i love 'fei ni mo shu' by tank!! haha.

2007-03-01T06:33:00.000-08:00

i know i haven't been blogging in like ages, because the week's just been so busy! its like enrichment week, but i don't feel enriched at all. i just feel tired, spent and bored. haha. manda and i were like going to die of bordom in financial literacy. although the trainer was quite funny at times- but i didn't really get what he was saying, but nevermind. oh, we had bishan recycling yesterday, which got us all really REALLY soaked, and REALLY REALLY dirty. but it was quite fun, even though the teachers shook their legs while we busied ourselves carrying heaps of junk.

anyway, i just got the new TANK cd! and i love it. he's my fav chinese singer now. haha, never knew i'd ever have a fav chinese singer. ever since my CHINESE REVOLUTION even my parents have flipped. my mom just advised me not to listen to too much chinese music. like, same time last month she was encouraging me to listen to chinese. heh what a difference a month makes.

i was watching mtv hits today and saw the rain video for with you. even though i cant tell you how much i hate rain and his ugly dance moves, the video was quite interesting, i mean, the cyborg show looks interesting. maybe if i've got nothing better to do i'll go watch it:)

2007-02-25T05:47:00.001-08:00

2007-02-25T05:47:00.000-08:00

2007-02-25T02:21:00.000-08:00

ahhhh.... NERINA PALLOT'S COMING TO SINGAPORE!! its on 14 march i think so i hope i'll be able to go as a late birthday present. but of course i'll rather meet wang dong chen!! amanda just told me she saw them on wanquan yu le. hahhaha. i want to see them too! i don't know why i'm so crazy over chinese. yitseng lent me the luozhixiang album. i think he sucks.

2007-02-23T06:14:00.000-08:00

i love wang dong chen

2007-02-19T18:25:00.000-08:00

my dad is weird. i think he's trying to 'act cool'. because i caught him watching the anna nicole documentary on e!entertainment. and checking up on the latest britney news(stupid, i think) i mean, which 40plus guy will watch these stuff. i don't even care about them! haha. anyway its funny, to have your dad trying to be like you. i am SO STUFFED. i ate two swensens cakes in the past 3 days. suddenly everyone wants to celebrate their chinese birthday. so they can get more presents. i think i won't be able to fit into my uniform tomorrow!! haha.

THE FOLD ROCKS! i love the song 'gravity'. its much better than switchfoot:)

2007-02-18T19:14:00.000-08:00

the worst moment in the whole of man u.

2007-02-17T18:59:00.000-08:00

this is so cool!! i just realised my blog can be republished in friendster!! i know i'm an all time friendster hater, but whatever. and i am so bored this chinese new year so whatever. i don't feel like going out at all:( ahhh.. thank goodness yaoqi is just like me! we rock! and i love tonic!

2007-02-16T05:03:00.000-08:00

yay!! i'm one of SAW LOSER'S TOP 16 FRIENDS! i feel quite happy today! even though half my time today was spent waiting for people to make decisions on where to go, but who cares. i watching GHOST RIDER. which was really cool. something like the covenant, actually. supernatural-horror but not scary. and i was expecting a cooler ending but i didn't get it.

boy i'm getting sick of all the junk mail i receive from american idol by request. oh, i support sanjaya by the way. oh, today in school i ate lots of weird food like pomelo. okay maybe its not weird. i just hardly eat it and it tasted sour but PR lied to me that it was sweet. oh and they forced alot of NIAN GAO into my mouth which was horrible. and the most sick thing that happened was that amanda took avideo of the whole procedure. i'm embarrassed.

i think i just spent all my time today. i better do somehting now related to school.
GREAT BAND- PUSH PLAY

2007-02-14T03:46:00.000-08:00

I hate junkmail in my inbox. i always spend like 5 mins deleting them. eh, today is valentine's day! i love valentine's esp all the sweets and chocolates that make my teeth go bad. i think the present i gave was lame- chopsticks that said 'you pick me up when i fall', but quite creative wat. haha.

got a dumb compo to write now, about nature reservies which already sounds crappy:( at least i got a lollipop from laoshi. i love my chinese laoshi. haha. OH OH, eleventyseven's making a new record. i can't wait!

2007-02-10T18:14:00.000-08:00

2007-02-10T18:03:00.000-08:00

i never thought i'll like mexican music. but it seems to have taken the world by storm! i think my fav mexican band is RBD. maybe because its the only other band i know besides il divo. haha. listen to tuamour. its quite nice!! oh, there's this old band called tonic which i just myspaced, and they're really good too! oh man, chem test tomorrow. i'm gonna flunk.

2007-02-08T03:59:00.000-08:00

i don't really like hellogoodbye, but yaoqi told me their video was weird. it is. can't wait for orientation tomorrow!

2007-02-06T05:51:00.000-08:00

eee.... i'm excited cos survivor fiji and amazing race all stars start this week! and there are 5 asians in survivor. i hope they'll be cool just like yul! i think i'll go talk to yul on myspace now cya. oh oh, just watched the arena. its the only show i watch on channel five and go UNITED WORLD COLLEGE. i'm now biased or anything. okay maybe i am:))

i love vanessa for lending me chris daughtry!! i swear i won't break the cd. heh heh. HE ROCKS:))

i love the two shirts i got with amanda today. yay me!

2007-02-04T05:36:00.000-08:00

woohoo, today has been a pretty good day. haha firstly, i woke up on time today! for once i didn't feel like sleeping in, and ohoh, yaoqi just told me that fall out boy is coming on the 3rd of march!! ok, i don't really like fall out boy, they just belong to the category of panic!at the disco academy is bands with weird song names like 'the carpel tunnel of love'. which i think is their 2nd single.

oh oh, and 3rd march is just 3 days befor my birthday! should i give myself an advanced birthday present?? sigh but 75 dollars is too much right. i don't think i will be buying their new cd 'infinity on high', unless of course iget to meet them and they can autograph it for me. haha so loser right.

darn, a few more hours to freakin school, and a freakin chinese paper to write. eek, the attendance list for cell is so complicated. yay, i think my dad's going to get me an ipod for birthday! can't wait. and survivor FIJI is out this friday! finally we have i concurrently with the us.

oo, new band jefferson third which is quite nice. here's a video;.

2007-02-01T04:42:00.000-08:00

wowee. theres a flu/cough epidemic going on in class now... i was sick yesterday too... which was very depressing, since i had always thought i was 'strong'... haha. and amanda told me i shoud've joined a sports cca instead of redcross. which, i totally agree. heh.

red cross is getting more and more exciting.. theres even the 'mystery of the missing key' going on now. i'm so excited. okay i think i shouldn't be, i should be worrying myself, because i could get into trouble. but whatever. kidding.

i'm getting more and more worried for chinese!! its like i'm living on borrowed time, doing all this higher chinese stuff when i get the feeling the next week i'll be in a different class with a different syllabus. ohmann. i better pray more:)

the new gwen stefani video 'the sweet escape' is weird. i don't really like her songs, so whatever. channelv has been showing some really weird videos, like 'empire' by some band starting with k. hm. ohwell, today i accidentally blasted my ipod LOUD in my ears, cos i accidentally jabbed the volume up button for too long. i thought i had gone deaf cos my ears were ringing form 'escape the fate'. haha. funny. not.

2007-01-29T04:44:00.000-08:00

I am so so so so impressed with Chris Daughtry!!! I love his new single its not over or something like that. anyway, I saw it on channel v just now and it was just cool. it had me captivated. ahha. shows that I didn’t make a mistake of supporting chris from the start. american idol should be quite interesting.. I kinda like the sundance guy even though he’s abit too blues-

anyway, loads of tests coming up. I hardly have time to study. okay maybe I do have time, I just don’t make use of it. I just slept for like 2 hours today. for fun. really really scared for amath I’ve got a bad bad feeling I’m going to fail- badly.

lit test tomorrow… I know I should be working hard but I’m not. instead I’m wasting my time online. oh todays assembly was bout blogs and copying and everything. I wouldn’t mind reading out my blogs to everyone seriously. amanda says its because all I ever talk about is music and dumb stuff like redcross. not interesting. but I’ll rather be doing this than taking pictures of a friends boob. hahaha.

woohoo now I really want chris’ cd.. maybe some kind soul can get it for me? hah ajust kidding. shucks I’m really scared for chinese os results. one part of me wants to freakin give up on chines while the other part wants to hang on. what is freakin wrong with me??

oooo chris' myspace rocks.

2007-01-26T04:58:00.000-08:00

this band sounds like panic!at the disco.
anyway, today's redcross was especially fun. haha i don't know why, maybe it was because of the DRAMA today in red cross. who knew we were such gossip queens. oh, and we uncovered some dirty trash about our past seniors and that sucked cos rachel got like freakin angry. hhaa. in fact i think she's blogging about it right now. i will go read her blog. i'm really sure it'll be trashy and everything. sigh. rachel.

anyways, i have lik 4 freakin tests next week. and i'm so screwed for today's amath. everything went blank in my head. sylvia was worse, cos she couldn't find her calculator at the last min and had to go borrow. poor thing.

gosh, i love driver side impact. its kinda cool. their really nice people too. really cool. oh, which reminds me, today yitseng asked everyone if they thought i was cool, and mel was like 'of course she's cool, she's not hot WHATTTT.' hahahha. that really cracked everyone up. okay that was lame.

2007-01-22T04:10:00.000-08:00

oh no, gym class heroes 'cupid's chokehold is stuck in my head now and i hate it. i said before, I HATE GYM CLASS HEROES. yay yaoqi is sending me songs!! and i'm sending her too. this is soo fun.

i decided to listen to grace's cd again. ahhh.. seether is really really getting on my nerves. but i love OUR LADY PEACE!!

ack, today's chem test was a disaster. is CALCIUM PLUS WATER CaOH or CaO??? i really want it to be CaO but i know deep down its CaOH. sighhh. what a terrible life i have.... and i got a 5/11 for history. i know ms tan has got somehting against me. i just know it.

yay yay yay i got a feeling i just got amandasun addicted to myspace. its cool!! haha. oh oh, mel and i just came up with ideas for red cross orientation!! its so cool. cos we're going to do some sorta survivor thing. and everyone knows i LOVE survivor. actually, i love reality shows. even though i hate zone reality. haha i know, weird.

2007-01-20T01:58:00.000-08:00

eeks. i just turned on the tv and saw depeche mode perform. i think they are the gayest band on the planet. i changed the channel after 2 minutes. heh. ack my computer is getting slower and slower and slower.

yaoqi told me that christians aren't supposed to listen to metal/hardcore. then, why is there this band called 'buried in december' who claims to be christian/metal/hardcore. hmm.

ahh my weekend is passing sooo fast i don't know what to do anymore. oh, have i said how much i hate the periodic table?? its just a freaking table man, why does it have to be so complicated???

hahhaa. joy from my pri school just talked to my brother and now she's too shy to talk to me!! hahhahaa

what is the meaning of AMBIENT??

hm.

2007-01-19T05:21:00.000-08:00

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yayy escape the fate is quite nice. i'm listening to lots and lots of music now cos its FRIDAY!! i love fridays. oh wait. there's red cross. i love FRIDAY NIGHTS!! i think i'm going to get a sore throat from singing that darn 'tomorrow' song like, 10 times.

today was prefects invest and all of us were lamenting we couldn't go. what heck. ack joey's bored now and i have to play mindsweeper with her. i know, very boring, but at least its better than solitaire which she was playing by herself. hahah so funny.

i love the acoustic version of 'stars and boulevards'!!

oh, the new redcross shirt design is out and its really nice. i can't wait for the shirt!! this is the first time i'm actually excited about sth redcross.

oh man, i scored 2/10 for amath quiz. it sucks. i kept saying i was stupid in clas. i think sylvia got irritated. eeks, i'm losing badly to joey. 19-8. haha. i'm such a loser.

here is a pic of me and charlotte!!

2007-01-13T23:40:00.000-08:00

ah, just came back from church and all that singing has given me a sore throat. okay okay maybe its because i ate so much dimsum at lunch which gave me this sore sore throat. i think i haven't been making use of my weekend that much. went out with joey and charlotte yesterday... town is really really boring. but its the only place we could go!!

i watched cdusa this morning. and was reminded of just how nice 'five for fighting' is. you know, the group that sang the superman song. oh, and i really like army of anyone too. i think after we took our height and weight(157 and 44kg) i am starting to grow fatter again. my jeans were too tight today. OH NO. haha.

ack, lots of peoples birthday's this week and i just destroyed sujah's card. whoops. hope she doesn't notice it doesn't have an envelope. heh heh. oh well. i discovered lots of great music sites. peprock and punkrock.com are really good. yay! haha. my computer is screwing up. everything is moving like a snail.

2007-01-10T04:00:00.000-08:00

today was a very horrible day. i so hate WEDNESDAYS. PLUS now we have a redundant RAP period which i spent lazing around doing ONE miserable math question. for one and a half hours too. oh, but i finally realised why sylvia likes bio so much. cloning is VERY interesting. really.

sheesh. i know i sound like i study alot, but i don't. today i have spent my time eating pie, playing badminton and watching tv. and of course listening to music. and now i'm doing the WEP stuff which incidentally has to be handed in tomorrow.

oh, amanda was busy trying to pick an english name for me today and came up with loads of crap. i will never never ever tell her again what a nusiance my name is when people can't pronounce it. haha.

have i said before how senses fail rock? i'll say it again.

SENSES FAIL ROCKS. there:)

Senses Fail - "Calling All Cars">

2007-01-09T01:07:00.000-08:00

i think i'm really getting into my commonwealth essay. i'm writing about korea. i know, abit off topic. but its really interesting. korea. haha. its the first time i'm so hooked on english. lots of homework today and i'm still happily listening to music. ahhh....

2007-01-07T06:10:00.000-08:00

i desperately need a chem textbook!! ahh. nevermind. i'll just borrow from joey AGAIN. its super bent now, because estelle sat on it too. eeks.

2007-01-07T05:48:00.000-08:00

whoa I’ve never heard so much heavy metal in my life. haha. seether is still ringing in my head. I think I shouldn’t have blasted it on my laptop. but thank you Grace!! I really love her cd. and the bands like jimmy eat world and our lady peace and the new Amsterdam. well just goes to show that there are so many good bands in the world!! yayy. which means more good music! haha. oh, I had an awesome weekend. wait, I shouldn’t use the word ‘awesome’ so much, in the US it’s the most overused word. I think I know why. I use it a lot a lot on myspace too. haha. oh, I went to the national museum yesterday. I know, abit off, since I hardly go to museums, but I got complimentary tickets, so why not? anyway, it was cool, there was a section dedicated to SCGS. it made me laugh when they played the school song. oh, and did you know FRANZ FERDINAND is the name of an Austrian monach? well I know that. so all in all I think the trip was educational. okay I sound uber nerdy now. did you know ‘uber’ is a real word, just with two dots at the top of the ‘u’. hm. this is weird, there’s some unknown person talking to me on msn. oh oh , its Jodie the nco. haha. she msged the wrong person. so malu. ack my computer is getting slower and slower and slower and slower and slower. its true. I can’t even play songs properly on myspace anymore. this sucks. I want a new computer!! okay now I’m like a spoit brat. wow jimmy eat world is really quite good. COOL:))

2007-01-05T05:26:00.000-08:00

i love i love i love nerina pallot. she's my fav female rock/alternative singer. anyway, enough about music. i am feeling full now after having ice cream at island creamery with yitseng and estelle!! yayy. speaking of red cross, today was a disaster. i never felt so embarrassed. i mean, i forgot to raise my legs for punishment. that's the ultimate mistake. and having a watch thrown at me was no better... sighh. but we played soccer which was yaoqi's idea and i scored!! woohoo. i think i better start training myself for the 10 round run. or i'll die. both my hamstrings ached today. i think it'll be terrible tomorrow. wahaha. KEEP FIT! haha. woo yaoqi lent me mcfly's cd. can't wait to listen!

2007-01-01T18:01:00.000-08:00

i take back what i said about stefy. they're not bad actually. i saw them on cdusa and the lead singer really flaunts her betty boop eyes. haha. aw shucks, tomorrow's schooltime again. i really don't want to go. just thinking about wearing my red cross uniform makes me wanna puke. haha. seriously. and i can't find my socks. and i KNOW i forgot to do something. i just can't figure out what sigh. i just listened to augustana's 'stars and boulevards' again. why do people love singing about boulevards?? haha. why not compose a song about orchard boulevard. heh. okay that was lame.

2006-12-31T23:47:00.000-08:00

this is extremely funny. my dad got addicted to watching videos on youtube so he decided to post one of himself!! haha. i was laughing cos he said he didn't want to show his face just in case people came to kill him. this is the video of him trying to show off.

2006-12-31T06:24:00.000-08:00

its about 2 hours to the new year now, and i'm bored with eating and making merry, so i'm going to blog!! watchnight service was funny, there were these skits which were hilarious. haha. and we had a fake countdown, which was kinda stupid. i can't wait for the real one we're gonna have later! my brother said the first thing he'll do when the new year begins is to sms. i think i'm going to do the same. haha. okay. my first new year resolution- cut down on my phone expenses. haha.

anyway, last night my dad was watching the country music awards(he likes country music). and i was telling my bro how funny it would be if i saw billy rae cyrus. and then suddenly he appeared on stage with miley to present an award!! haha. that was totally funny. i still like rascal flatts though. my fav country band:)

now, i better go prepare for the new year. so much to do.. so little time!!

cliche huh.

2006-12-29T00:04:00.000-08:00

senses fail rocks. it totally does.

2006-12-28T19:26:00.000-08:00

Ahh ahh ahh ahh the new switchfoot cd is out!! yippieeee !! this is their oh! Gravity video.

some survey thing I found online… I hate surveys. but I’m bored, can’t you tell?

1. What is your Boyfriend/girlfriends name?
i don't have one silly =P

2. What color underwear are you wearing now?
purple. my fav colour

3. What are you listening to right now?
the 88-all cause of you

4. What are the last 4 digits in your phone number?
3971

5. What was the last thing you ate?
chocolate croissaunt

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
purple

7. How is the weather right now?
actually...it’s quite nice today.

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my brother

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite/preferred sex?
face. not anything sick, like Estelle would notice.

10. Favorite type of Food?
um. I honestly don’t know.

11. Do you drink?
of course! Or I’ll die. Just kidding. I’ve been meaning to try alcohol:(

12. Do you smoke?
never...ew.

13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did?
nope

14. Hair color?
black

15. What is your eye color?
dark dark dark brown....

16. Do you wear contacts?
no, very painful and itchy. haha

17. Favorite Holiday?
Christmas =D

18. Favorite Month?
march, my bday duh

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
haha uncontrollably yes...

20 and 21 are missing =o

22. Are u too shy to ask someone out?
we’ll see when it calls for it

23.If you can say something to someone right now what would it be?
I LOVE YOU =D

24. Hugs or Kisses?
haha both give me that warm fuzzy feeling...
hershey kisses haha

25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Vanilla. watching my weight you see.

26. Who is least likely to respond?
umm...not you?

27. Who is most likely to respond?
umm...you? haha

28. Who do you want to respond?
umm...you again? haha

29. What books are you reading?
lit books, rushing in time for school, and I’ve been addicted to mitch albom… and Lauren Henderson. heh. chick flick

30. Piercings?
one on each ear lobe...haha lobe...that's a funny word...

31. Favorite Movie?
not sure

32. Favorite football team?
MAN U!

33.What were you doing before this?
listening to music...MYSPACING

34. Any pets?
not any more...i'm not very good with pets =(

35.Screen name?
mevstheworld

36. Butter popcorn, plain, or salted?
salted, sweetened too

37. Dogs or cats?
both!!

38. Favorite flower?
sunflower

39. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?
haha yes.

40. Are you taken or single?
single!!! yay

41. Have you ever loved someone?
of course.

42. Who would you like to see right now?
dunno

43. Are you still friends with your exes?
i don't have any...lucky me =]

44. Have you ever fired a gun?
yes!

45. Do you like to travel by plane?
yes! Esp when your ears pop

46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
right-handed

47 is missing! haha

48. How many pillows do you sleep with?
well i really only need 1...but i have multiple pillows on my bed...

49 is missing too! hah.

50. Do you have a Tattoo?
well i did have a temporary one before...but you know how that goes...haha

2006-12-26T22:48:00.000-08:00

its two days after christmas and i'm still having a christmas hangover. haha. which means i'm feeling jolly and happy and i don't want to work. so when i opened my amath file yesterday i couldn't understand anything. sigh. i'm such a lazy bum. oh, i can't wait for monday's trl. i LOVE trl. haha. yesterday's episode had NEW FOUND GLORY! and i love them. next monday's episode has amanda bynes and zac efron. i bet amanda will do all the talking. she's like that. anyway, the killers had a christmas song which sucked. i think they just did it anyhow they wanted, cos its so tuneless and slipshot. haha. oh and i think all jojo's videos look the same. honestly, they do.haha. sorry mandy. oh, i watched the CHINESE news yesterday. i've not watched it in centuries and my mom forced me to watched it to 'improve' my chinese. oh, and i heard there's an earthquake in taiwan( from the news) i hope yitseng and the restof them are okay.i think i better start thinking about a new year's resolution. fergie's been telling everyone. that her resolution is that she wants to go back to church. i think mine should be watching less tv. :)

2006-12-25T06:45:00.000-08:00

new video from fall out boy!

2006-12-24T17:31:00.000-08:00

merry christmas everyone!! these few days have been really busy. had the carnival on saturday, where i chatted with gurmit singh!! haha. i know, he's not exactly a big star or anything. but it was cool. and i learnt he likes HACKS sweets. okay that was weird. ah haha. christmas today, and i've got a christmas party at night!! can't wait... i love giving presents! woohoo. oh i watched 'the ultimate christmas present' last night and brenda song was really cute!! haha. watched cdusa yesterday and i thing gran bel fisher rocks. you know, the guy on the grey's anatomy soundtrack. i don't watch it either, nevermind. haha.

2006-12-22T06:34:00.000-08:00

eekkss. I watched e-news this afternoon and they said that BAI LING- yes- BAI LING is going to be on LOST. the tv show. my goodness- and she snoggs matthew fox. that is the most disgusting thing ever because BAI LING is such a disgrace to the asian community…. sigh I hope lost isn’t going to be something like big brother- so rauncy they are going to ban it in singapore. unlike YUL, whom i love from survivor, and he's WON SURVIVOR!! woohoo. hahhah. i knew right from the start he had it in him. yay me! haha. and jesse mccartney's new video's out. i love the song, got mandy and audrie addicted to it. haha

2006-12-21T05:28:00.000-08:00

i'm watching the amazing race and i'm pissed cos they came to singapore for barely 5 seconds and left again. just to wash a car. nevermind, i guess since the singaporean team's out, the producers think that the rest would just get bored or something. oh well. at least we still have allan wu. anyway, i have a sudden urge to buy josh groban's cd. i don't know why, i think its somthing to do with the fact that i've seen his 'you are loved' video like 10 times already and it just keeps getting better. anyway, i think incubus' anna molly video is still really scary. they are like AFI really.minus the long fringe

2006-12-19T05:56:00.000-08:00

this holiday has been pretty good. i've never won so many things in my life. okay, actually i only won that lime thing, and today i got this prize money thing in the mail! haha. its from the CDC. its really weird, i've never won something like this before. its supposed to be a good progress award, but i didn't think i progressed that much. hrmph. mtv is playing funny tricks on me and my computer and i can't log in. anyway, there was red cross today. and i went in and told them that joel madden and hilary duff broke up and he was with nicole( i heard about it from pop inc) and they laughed and said that was yesterdays news. hrmph. i didn't know i was so outdated in such pop news. maybe i will watch e!entertainment more often. just kidding. i don't really care much about her anyway, i hate bubblegum pop. haha.

2006-12-17T04:07:00.000-08:00

i never knew relient k was a christian punk rock band. its cool. i mean, their song 'be my escape' is stuck in my head now. they were playing it in church today and its really cool. i like the lyrics.

'I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair '

2006-12-15T18:18:00.000-08:00

oh man. beyonce's 'irreplacable' is stuck in my head. just because i read an article in the newspaper on how her songs a massive hit. haha. anyway, i went to queenstown baptist churchs' drama production yesterday at the nus hall or sth. and it was o-kay. i saw liesel!! haha. anyway, i watched cdusa on tv yesterday, and it was SUPER COOL. i mean, jesse mccartney performed his new song, 'blow your mind' or sth like that. i really regret not buying his cd... sighh. oh , and there's this band, starsailor, who's touring with james blunt. and their pretty good. here''s their vid.

2006-12-14T04:29:00.000-08:00

THREE DAYS GRACE ROCKS. they really do. i saw their 'pain' video on channelv today and was hooked. all their songs are so freakin cool. haha. oh today was a boring day at home... and i watched loads of tv. i would have still been watching napolean dynamite if my mom and bro didn't hog the tv to watch some project superstar thingy.

anyway, yesterday, audrie and i had a FANTASTIC TIME. last day of rhema was just surreal. hahah. cheem word. but i thought it was very cool. and i prayed for people which made me feel good about myself.. haha.

OH, and i accomplished something today. i read the WHOLE chinese book- five pple you meet in heaven. of course, i didn't really get it. and i 'm going to get the english version by mitch albom. but this is the FASTEST chinese book i've ever read. cool huh. a record!

amazing race asia in an hours time. can't wait. i hate the indian team now. such sore losers. go HOWARD AND SAHRAN!! whee.

2006-12-12T06:19:00.000-08:00

haha... sam loser is so funny...

RE: No Subject
Body: Yeah it's taken me 21 years off my life - but i can finally do the pop into the mic. I am so proud of myself! Thanks for coming to the show!
Rocknroll!
Sam Loser

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: ht
Date: Dec 11 2006 6:05 AM

hey sam-whoa, you really stole the show last night. saw you at two something practicing your songs on stage.. i didn't know you had to be there so early! oh, i liked that tongue clicking thing you did with the mike during 'bombshell'. haha. hoped you had fun!

oh, i saw STIR in chuch today, who knew they were just a singaporean band. sigh. and i thought it was the uk one. wth. but anyway, they were quite good. i was impressed! haha.

2006-12-11T06:08:00.000-08:00

ahhh.... i'm back. finally. from the rhema conference. and i'm REDEEMED! haha. really. it was kinda cool. ps monty hipp was really hipp. sorry bad pun. anyway, i think it was exciting and i had fun. and i can't wait for tomorrow. stir's going to be performing at the night rally. i don't know who they are, shall go check them out first. yay, audrie's coming on wednesday. hope we will have loads of fun. just messaged sam loser, hope he replies ASAP! haha. OMYGOODNESS stir actually has a myspace. haha. that's cool. their songs are not THATTT nice. more rockn roll. hm. haha. ooooo yay james and tyler WON the amazing race!! woohoo. i was rooting for them from the beginning. haha i just messaged STIR on myspace. cool huh. maybe theyre in singapore now. or maybe its the wrong band. then it will be super malu. haha.

2006-12-11T06:07:00.000-08:00

today was a horrifiyingly long day. because we had this red cross love thing all the way at serangoon which is COMPLETELY far from my house. we were supposed to be in school at 7 and guess what, i woke up at 6.45. anyway, it was all worth it, because later at the lime sonic bang, I got to see, guess what…. SAW LOSER!!!!! ahhhh. I think anabel got pretty sick of my gushing over them. here’s a pic of sam cooper. I know, very unclear.. masashi was really tall and suave too. haha. and the music was totally mind smashing. I really wanted their autograph but was too chicken to ask. sigh.. all of them were hanging out with their international school friends outside cineleisure- double sigh. I’m having a throbbing headache now. sheesh. I honestly don’t know how I’m going to wake up early tomorrow for the rhema conference. they already cancelled the French lessons, and the basketball clinic… what are they going to cancel next, the rhema conference? sheesh. sorry I was being sarcastic. anyway, I bought myself a new bag. I know, about time huh. but still.

2006-12-10T02:45:00.000-08:00

ack, my head is throbbing now because today was a horrifying long day. because of red cross. as usual. there was this project red cross love thing which occupied the whole half of my day. at least after that, i got to see, guess what... SAW LOSER!! i think anabel got really sick of me gushing over them at the lime sonic bang. i was THAT close to them!! look, this is a pic of SAM LOSER.

2006-12-07T19:02:00.000-08:00

i'm currently sick. yep. it sucks. but at least i've got something to look forward to.. the LIME SONIC BANG!haha. i got vip tickets for the night shows. abit disappointing, because i was hoping for backstage passes. but beggars can't be choosers right? haha. i'm not in the mood to think about what to wear and bring tomorrow, so i'll probably look like dung in the morning. sigh. but who cares! haha. i'm going to get to meet saw loser- i hope. haha. maybe i'll get their signature. woohoo. i'll have sweet dreams of tmr later. oh yeah, on wednesday our whole redcross gang went out. for the FIRST TIME!! haha. we went to eat at crystaljade, and the food was really nice. and quite cheap. in fact i paid the most. cos i was stupid and didn't see the price of my herbal chicken. anyway, i got like a big hugee stack of postcards from topshop. i always do. haha. GAP OPENS AT WISMA today!! whee. okay i don't know why i'm so happy. but when we went there all we could see were gap posters, then in the end the store wasn't even open. what heck. haha. amandalee's back! finally! can't wait to go out with her and anabell and sinlin. yeah!!

2006-12-05T02:06:00.000-08:00

i had so much fun today at vivocity. i don't think its that boring. its pretty fun. and the food is good. and the restaurants have weirdly different designs, which is cool. oh man. there's a music video haunting me. i keep seeing it every time i turn on the tv. here it is. stefy- hey schoolboy. arghhh. i'm so sick of it already. you better be too.

2006-12-04T17:59:00.000-08:00

yay today is such a great day!!
no. 1: yaoqi's back from her holiday!! that means i got someone to tell about all the new music i like, someone who actually understands. HAHAA. that sounded weird but nevermind. can't wait to hear stellar kart. she bought their cd back! yay.

no. 2: i love love love love amanda lee. she actually found eleventyseven's cd in this christian bookstore or sth. i can imagine myself hugging the cd to sleep everynight!!!! haha that was funny. of course i'll never do that. i might damage the cd or something. ahhhh 'meet your meat' has signed in. that's estelle. she's having this fascination with meat. and she made me watch this clip on meat.com. which was really sadistic and everything. cruel too. made me think twice about eating meat. haha. just kidding.

no.3: i went to manda sun's house today to do the project for the work experience program. (its 'experience' not 'attachment'! haha) and it was super cool! her room is super big maybe twice the size of my room. okay maybe i'm exaggerating. and she has so many books and stuff and everything. and magazines. and i thought mine was scary. i realise i'm totally not a pack rat. i love to throw away stuff and hear the CLONK. when it hits the rubbish chute. okay that is sadistic. haha.

no.4: 6 days till i see saw loser live! i just told yaoqi, i'm gonna support local music. i'm proud of myself. last time i thought local music sucked. now i guess i'll think again.

no.5: i got my pay!! still don't know what i'll spend it on. manda already spent some of hers on a victoria beckham book. i think i'll spend mine on christmas presents. very nice of me, no?

no.6: i watched pirates of the carribean 2 yesterday. on dvd. okay that's like really old show. like a few month's out of date, but it was still funny, and i learnt one thing 'johnny depp is weird'. i was cringing at the part he kissed kiera knightly. gross.

no.7: candice is out of survivor. can't stand her. go yul and ozzy!! i know, survivor's like a really outta date show, but i still think its exciting and adrenalin pumping. i'm like a die hard reality fan, that's why i have reality tv channel, which is cool.

no.8: i watched e!entertainments' countdown for the 101 guitiest pleasures, and guess what, no.1 wasn't porn or anything, it was 'E ENTERTAINMENT COUNTDOWNS'. my goodness. i couldn't believe it. i bet the rest of america couldn't believe it either. what eejits.

no.9: i did TWO questions of the amath paper.

no.10: i don't plan on doing the rest anytime soon.

2006-12-02T06:20:00.000-08:00

oo.. i honestly didn't know there were so many sc girls on myspace. some of them know me but i don't know them. its weird. ack, i'm really full now. i had like TWO barbeques in a row. one with my cca mates and one with my extended family. haha. i think i'm really greedy. so much oil and fat but i just kept eating and eating. one day i'm going to get punished when my stomach suddenly bloats up or something. can't wait for the lime sonic bang. i really think we should appreciate local acts. yeah. i always hated local acts until now. i think i'm feeling patriotic.

okay then again, maybe not.

2006-11-30T00:42:00.000-08:00

this is the funniest lucky boys confusion clip ever. haha. i couldn't stop laughing man. oh and you've got to hear system of a down's 'lonely day'. its so different from their usual style so its really cool. i am going to support saw loser FOREVER. haha. that's cos sam is so sweet. :))) here, i shall part of the msg here.

Whoa?! They don't have it? Hound them at 67412220 - you would be doing me a huge favour, just dont tell them i told you to call or anything, could get weird!
Thanks for supporting us though, it really means a lot to both me and the rest of the band. You get your friends to get it too - we really need all the support we can get before we head off on tour.
Thanks again, you rock!
:)
Sam Loser

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: ht
Date: Nov 29 2006 3:39 AM

hey sam loser. i just got your album, i really like 'bombshell' and 'train wreck'. by the way, i can't believe they don't have your disc at hmv and borders. iwanna hound your distributor till he puts some there. anyway, the album is smashing

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Saw Loser

so nice right?? <3

2006-11-29T03:30:00.000-08:00

today was a fun day. yeah I know, I can’t believe it myself. we had red cross today, and I realized that actually, quite a lot of red crossers can sing!! haha what a revelation. oh, but I think our recre officer is quite mad at me and all those who left early without auditioning for dance. but face it, we’ll never be able to get in even if we try… we ate a waffletown today, quite nice actually! I loved the mashed potatoes and wedges. mm now I’m hungry. then we went to borders.. I tried really hard to search for saw loser’s album but I couldn’t find it at all. IN BORDERS! plus I couldn’t find it in hmv either. but I bought a book and pen, so the trip was pretty worthwhile…

then I went to popular and guess what? I found the dang cd in CD RAMA!haaha that was really cool. I wanted to scream after I found it. I even checked sembawang before that! I must tell sam loser. anyway, the songs are pretty nice. they are my fav local band!!

haha. anyway, i was watching tv just now and i know i really hate r&b, but i think beyonce's irreplacable is quite nice. i also think p.diddy's tell me is nice. i don't know, they just have nice tunes... oh and i think gwen stefani and fergie's videos are really similar. its like both of them have videos in imaginary worlds. like fergie's candy world and gwen's little children world. it's hilarious.

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now that work attachment's over i'm back to RED CROSS. sighhh. we're singing 'sugar pie honey bunch', annie's 'tomorrow' and take that's 'patience'. haha. funny combinations, i know. anabel just told me she pierced her ears!! way cool. haha. oh i don't know what's with movies and penguins. there's this penguin movie next year called 'surf's up'. plus theres the 'happy feet' one now. haha. i'm listening to sugar pie honey bunch now. its nothing like the songs i listen to. i feel like cracking up man. haha!!!