CNY was over so fast. the holidays were a total blur and the only thing i remember vaguely was waiting for like, one hour, for the bus to arrive at sentosa. i am never, ever, going to sentosa on a public holiday ever again. anyway, i realised that even though its chinese new year, many people just ignore the tradition that you have to wear red. these few days there's suddenly been a surge of black-wearers. i guess tradition and superstition no longer have places in our modern society..

just this afternoon i went and bought some valentines day gifts for all the sc pple and my classmates, and kinda spent about a quarter of the money i gained from angpows during CNY visitation. but oh well.

i'm finding it extremely difficult to concentrate in lessons nowadays, especially economics. honestly, i didn't learn anything particularly useful in today's economics lesson.. actually, i think it was because i didn't understand what the tutor was saying. i am going to die. jc life is really much harder than sec school. i really miss sc!! especially sec 4 emath lessons where we practically did the same stuff every lesson i completely didn't have to pay attention. oh, who can ever forget bio lessons. we just slept throughout. now though, if i were to sleep during any lesson, i would probably be kicked out of hp. everyone here is just so smart. i bet half of them have IQs that cannot even be measured. its depressing.

enough depressing stuff. its valentines day in 3days time and i'm super excited. even though valentine's was like a huge event in sc, i think in jc valentines would just be crazy with all the hormones and everything. i can't wait!!

oh no, i was just reminded that on wednesday its cross country. oh no. and i would totally stand out in my bright yellow apollo shirt. and totally get malu-ed when i reach the finish line- last.